Wonderland de Crazy KiKi

Glass cookies

2009-06-22T04:24:00.000-07:00

This is the cookies that I made two weeks ago.

I can't believe that I got frustrated so easily. Feel a bit gulity still as I threw away the rest of dough.......crying

I think I will try to make them again in winter. Now just make the dough and I feel that's way enough already. I didn't eat any of them. Just offered to two friends...

Luckily, they said those cookies are good. I didn't even try them before I gave them out. I am so bad.

Why its called glass cookies? See the picture on the right, you would know. hehehee....(I know its a bit too dark)

Happy Father's day in HK and Mother's day in France

2009-06-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

That's strange to know that today is Mother's day in France. But for me as live in HK, I only know today is Father's day.

Never think that we need to take a particular day to celebrate but should care our parents everyday.

Recently, because of those wedding details. I think I have too much complains and sometimes forget how great are my parents. I feel terrible how awful myself is. And I know they love me and care me a lot. I should always remember that.

This morning, I don't know why but getting emotional when I read on a blog. It's so beautiful and touching. Remind us how parents are. I read it on the site of
http://whatsforlunchhoney.blogspot.com/2009/05/fluffy-buckwheat-cottage-cheese.html

I suppose to read the recipe but that's a great surprise to read more than that. I was crying when I was reading it. Am I just too emotional or ...?

The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein
Once there was a tree and she loved a little boy.
And everyday the boy would come
and he would gather her leaves
and make them into crowns and play king of the forest.
…..
And when he was tired,
he would sleep in her shade.
And the boy loved the tree
…
very much.
And the tree was happy.
But time went by.
And the boy grew older.
And the tree was often alone.
Then one day the boy came to the tree and the tree said,
“Come, Boy,
come and climb up my trunk
and swing from my branches
and eat my apples
and play in my shade and be happy.”
”I am too big to climb and play,” said the boy.
”I want to buy things and have fun.
I want some money. Can you give me some money?”
”I’m sorry,” said the tree,
“but I have no money,
I have only leaves and apples.
Take my apples, Boy, and sell them in the city.
Then you will have money and you will be happy.”
And so the boy climbed up the tree
and gathered her apples and carried them away.
And the tree was happy.
But the boy stayed away for a long time
…
and the tree was sad.
And then one day the boy came back
and the tree shook with joy
and she said, “Come, Boy, climb up my trunk and swing from my branches and be happy.”
”I am too busy to climb trees,” said the boy.
”I want a house to keep me warm,” he said
”I want a wife and I want children, and so I need a house. Can you give me a house?”
”I have no house,” said the tree.
”The forest is my house, but you can cut off my branches and build a house.
Then you will be happy.”
….
But the boy stayed away for a long time.
And when he came back,
the tree was so happy she could hardly speak.
”Come, Boy,” she whispered, “come and play.”
”I am too old and sad to play,” said the boy.
”I want a boat that will take me far away from here. Can you give me a boat?”
”Cut down my trunk and make a boat,” said the tree. “
Then you can sail away and be happy.”
…
And the tree was happy… but not really.
And after a long time the boy came back again.
”I am sorry, Boy,” said the tree,
“but I have nothing left to give you - My apples are gone.”
”My teeth are too weak for apples,” said the boy.
"My branches are gone,” said the tree.
“You cannot swing on them-“
”I am too old to swing on branches,”said the boy.
”My trunk is gone,” said the tree.
“You cannot climb-“
”I am to tired to climb,” said the boy.
”I am sorry,” sighed the tree.
“I wish that I could give you something … but I have nothing left.
I am just an old stump. I am sorry …”
”I don’t need very much now.” said the boy,
“just a quiet place to sit and rest. I am very tired.”
”Well,”said the tree, straightening herself up as much as she could,
“well, an old stump is good for sitting and resting. Come, Boy, sit down. Sit down and rest.”
And the boy did. And the tree was happy.
Note: This is not a reproduction of the whole book

Parents are always with us and they always give us whatever they can. Remember another day that a student of mine talked about his little girl. He said he would give his life to protect his little princess. That's how it is.

Happy Father's Day to all the Fathers and Fathers-to-be.

PS. As I am really crazy. Just realise today is not Father's Day. That's in two weeks time but still everyday can be Father's day and Mother's day.

Shock as old blog is going to close

2009-06-06T21:22:00.000-07:00

I have no choice but have to move. So finally, I moved all the old posts to this new blog.
Most of my friends use Blogger and I always think about to open one. So now that's the time to move. The time really start to write again and to share my piece of life.

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2009-06-06T21:14:00.000-07:00

The end of 2008
Can't believe that my last entry was at the begining of April but now already is the last day of this year. Soon would have to say Goodbye 2008.
A lot of things happened last half year. I don't even know how to write it down. Been logged in a few times but then just logged out without saying anything.
To say Goodbye...
My grandparents passed away one after another one in two weeks in May. The saddest part of my life. We lived together since I born. They were both 97 years. At least now I know they are together. SHouldn't be sad. They would want to know we live happily. Sometimes when I back home and realise they aren't at home anymore, I still not use to it. I always know someone would be home all the years but not all the time anymore...
First time I go to France
The best thing is to travel there with my love. Don't know what to put in words but The special one is the special one.
Hopefully next time to France, can go to SOuth of France too. ANd I miss Miao Miao, too.
I am a TaTa now. I seriously dislike children calls me AUNTIE, that got me sounds old but when Little Star called me TaTa Kiki. I just took it. I think she has special right. hehehe...
I am learning French
Learning another language again. After Japanese and German, now i am learning French but I can't speak any japanese and german. Luckily this time, I really can speak some french now. Hope can speak more in future and I better do. hehehe...
Overall...
Sad part can't be changed and let it passed. Happy things keep them and hope can continuous.
Wish everybody has Happy 2009.
Wednesday December 31, 2008

My first Boxing class
This is the first time I wore boxing gloves. Almost wanted to take a pic. hahahhaa....
I am surprised myself that I would try this sport. I think that's almost impossible as I mostly only go for yoga or dancing. Anyway, far too different from boxing.
So surprise that actually quite like it. After 10 minutes of the class, I already feel like I want to learn more. That's so fun when you focus on the target and keep hitting on it. All to do is to focus.
After long time with zero sport. This is good to have some move finally. Thanks for the friend who gave me this free lesson and so I tried one new thing. hehehehe
Wednesday April 9, 2008

The wind that shakes the Barley
I wanted to give another title for this entry but I think that's better to keep just the name of the film.
'The Wind That Shakes The Barley', one of the films in Hong Kong Internetional Film Festival this year. It's about fighing for independent of Ireland. Honestly, I dont' know much about the history but of course after I know more, I don't dare to say the same joke with Mr. D another. Still remember that he asked me if I know the flag on a book cover., I know him British Flag although I know that's Irish flag. For me that's just a joke but maybe to some people that's not.
The movie was very intense. Some of torture scenceries that I would prefer to cover eyes and ears. That's pretty silly when you see a movie in this way. But the movie is really good. The internal struggle for Cillian Murphy for joining his brother or not. The first wanted to avoid to get involved but ended up with can't get out of it. The conflicts not just bulit up by the time and environment. The part of court and treaty fully reflected how different are their mind set. 'That's easy to talk about what you fight for but do you really know what you are fighting for?' is a line of the script in this film.
War for peace?! I don't know how many people would believe it. It's a contradiction about it. Do you believe that war can bring in peace? The film shows that when they thought they finally got what they want but actually wasn't. The brothers against each other. 'If they take one, we take one back'. When things went extreme. You found that you seems like chased one away but another one just came in. Isn't it sounds familiar. Take a look of some other places that have wars. What kind of reasons they are using? Who are suffering? I am not at the position to judge anything but that just let me think a lot. Not really need to think about where are people from. Since that seems like something in human nature, our dark side. Animals might kill and eat their victims for survival. We dont' just kill but we think about weapons and tortures and what are they for.
Are we really buliding a better world? I wish we really are.
Movie description :
Ireland, 1920. Damien and Teddy are brothers. But while the latter is already the leader of a guerrilla squad fighting for the independence of his motherland, Damien, a medical graduate of University College, would rather further his training at the London hospital where he has found a place. However, shortly before his departure, he happens to witness atrocities committed by the ferocious Black and Tans and finally decides to join the resistance group led by Teddy. The two brothers fight side by side until a truce is signed. But peace is short-lived and when one faction of the freedom-fighters accepts a treaty with the British that is regarded as unfair by the other faction, a civil war ensues, pitting Irishmen against Irishmen, brothers against brothers, Teddy against Damien.... Written by Guy Bellinger
Sunday March 23, 2008

I graduated finally
Happy New Year to everyone.
I haven't posted anything for ages. As last time I was talking about my exam. I just want to let everyone knows that I graduated. hahaha.....But I think I am the worst student as I found myself just passed. But more than 80% of my classmates got credit.
Hopefully, I can start my master in Dec. This is what I really want to do.
Wish me good luck as I am so lazy. I should really work hard.
Wednesday January 9, 2008

Do you believe that NO BUTTER IN IRELAND?
I love butter and magarine. When I have dinner roll, I always have a thick spread of butter on it. Yummy!!!!
Mr D always shooks his head when he sees that. He thinks I have very unhealthy diet. So I always tell him that don't get me angry or excited as I will have heart attack. hahaha....
Once he hid up some magarine from me and said seriously, 'Do you know that No Butter in Ireland?' I looked at him and asked him if that's because health issue and so the country bans it. As some countries really bans something that they think it will harm their people. But then Mr D laughed..........He got me.......I am silly!!! Why I would believe that?!
Sometimes I think I am very innocent up to too innocent or silly. Seems too easy to believe what the others said. Maybe that's good or bad, I don't know. But I think this is a bit too silly to believe a western country no butter. hahahaha....and for sure I won't change that. I still love BUTTER
Sunday September 2, 2007

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2009-06-06T21:11:00.000-07:00

Last Struggle
Now is 13:35pm on Saturday. I will leave home in 30 minutes and go for my Final Exam. I can't believe how nervous I am now and seriously I feel like doing my last struggle.
I wanted to relax myself a bit before going and so just log in and typed this. I didn't update my blog for long time. That's been two months. So quick?!!!
I feel like myself is the person in the pic and the exam cuts me like that. So awful. I hate exam. Why not just evaluate everything by assessments. I did a lot of assessments for this course already. Killing meeeeeeeeee
Can't wait to finish this exam and then I can go party. hahahahhaa.....Dreaming that now. I should go party from tonight to next week. Everyday in party. That sounds crazy.
Saturday August 18, 2007

Does she have splited characters?
A student refused to have class and she said she hates the subject. I tried to deal with her and ask her where is the nice girl. Guess what she said? She said, 'she is off for holiday. I am her sister and I hate to have class.' I have to mention that she has no sister but only a little brother.
I think children are very creative but still always come up with something unexpected. This is interesting and I almost thought about to report this to her parents. I am afraid that she would have character disorder. But maybe I just thinking too much since the little one with a grin when she said that. SMart girl and give me an idea. Next time when people ask me to do something I dont' want to do, maybe I can say ..........
'Sorry, KiKi is off for holiday. This is Kate and I hate this.' hahahaa.....I know this sounds a bit cheeky. hehehe.....
Monday June 4, 2007

My Saturday Masala Tea
I love Masala Tea (or Chai tea). The first time I saw it, I thought it would be something similar to Hong Kong style milk tea which would be very strong. After the first sip, I found it looks like HK milk tea but the taste is different and I didn't get shaking hands after had it. Then I was almost addicted to drink it everyday when I was India. Sometimes few glasses per day. As I remember it just costs 0.6HKD per cup there. That's interesting as a tea man will take a pot to some office bulidings to ask if you want to buy some.
After I back to Hong Kong, I try to find a nice cup of chai but mostly disappeared and expensive (15hkd or up). I think the Indian restaurant on Wellington Street serves good one but still.....A bit too costly to drink often.
I am happy now as the Saturday morning class with a lovely 4- years old. I can have Chai everytime when I am there. The picture show the cute tea set for my chai tea. So nice. hehehe....
Monday June 4, 2007

My First Glass of Mojito
I want to write this last night but was too late. hehehhee...
I had my first glass of Mojito. I love it. hehehe....So fresh. I think I just had a crazy day and just needed something to chill out a bit.
That's crazy to get up at 5:45AM and then work from 8am-2pm and that's not the end of Saturday. However, I had another 6 hours lecture to go. Only one hour dinner break and the professor doesn't let anyone sneak out. He counted attendance by himself. I am a bad student. (I admit that) But I still need to be there because of attendance. So I can't join my friends on time for party.
When I arrived the pub, I just remember Mojito from 'Ugly Betty', so I took a try. Honestly, when I got the bill, I hope the taste is good because the drinks in that pub are bloody expensive. When I got the first sip, I forgot the price already. It is amazing. The drink was so fresh and really refreshed me. I love it now. It immediately add on top of my cocktail list. Sorry! But frozen Margarita now is second favourite now. hehhehee.....
I am not alcoholic and also can't drink much. hehehe...Just one glass of drink each time when I go out. That's interesting about after I finish that Mojito but I felt nothing. Mostly even 2 sips of beer, I got red face. Not drunk but look like I am. However, I wasn't after finish it and I thought that's strange. Just when I went to another pub, my face was burning red. So now I know it is strong but not feel it immediately, so for sure I won't because feel nothing, then drink another glass. That's dangerous. I won't get drunk but I would get sick. Awww......
No one can get me drunk. hehehehhee......Just make sure you can run when I puke. Disgusting....hehehhee
Monday May 7, 2007

Am I very curious? Miao~~~(25/03/2007)
Miao Miaomiao Miao Miaooooo~~~~
I love this picture so much. I went to a cafe with a former student. That cafe is famous with a lot of cats there. (A lot actually just has 6 cats there)
Mini was sleeping at the chair right next to me, so I took a pic from the door side. I didn't know that actually she just awoke. You can see me in the picture too, just my big belly maybe. hehehe....
She is so cute but from her eyes you can tell that probably she was thinking 'what is she doing? She is annoying! What a stupid girl disturb my beautiful sleep?!' SOrry but she is too cute. hehehe...
I tried to take her on my thight to sleep but she didn't like it. So bad.............
By the way, their triple chocolate cake is so yummy. Yum Yum Yum!!!
Tags: cat
Wednesday April 11, 2007

Pirates of Victoria Habour -09/03/2007
This is a late diary. I should write it a month ago. hehehe...I am so lazy but I can't change this.
Just helped a friend to take the picture of a US aircraft carrier (CVN-76 Ronald Reagan) but under such unclear vision in ferry, I think it looks like a pirate more than aircraft carrier. It is huge!!!
I tried to take the pictures in the morning but wrong seat with bad vision. I tried to take it again at evening. I think people in the ferry though I was crazy. Since I went on the wrong side again, so I had to run to the right side to take again. I have to say those pictures are so terrible. Just I enjoy taking ferry with extra free time, that's why I didn't mind to take the pictures again.
This is the best pictures I took in those two ferry trips. At least tried my best. hehehe....

Wednesday April 11, 2007

DreamGirls
It is amazing! DreamGirls is a really good movie. I just don't understand why people would think Beyoncé is the leading actress. Honestly, I don't think she is but Jennifer Hudson is more or less not just a supporting actress but leading. Her voice is so amazing and really creat the feeling let you involve in the movie.
A lot of people said Dream Girls lack of something and just not great as Chicago. Honestly, Chicago is my favourite and I think Dream Girls lack of very impressive dancing scenry. Songs are impressive by Jennifer Hudson. Beyoncé sings nice but just Jennifer is better.
The ending is very good as well. This is a good movie. And the substitle is pretty good also. All songs with Chinese substitle. This is very considerate. Honestly, I still can't forgive the time when I saw a German movie (Die Blindgänger) two years ago, the song for the contest is the soul of that movie and they just didn't translate English nor Chinese substitle. And recently 'Music and Lyrics' got the worst substitle. Honestly, it is rubbish. Maybe some people would think that fit HK market but I won't agree that.
Would you want to get the substitles with those names of Local PoP Singers starts their career in late 90's but the movie is talking about 80's western pop singers. What the .......(fill in whatever you want) I don't mind to read very Cantonese substitles and that's good and fun sometimes but not make it up like talking about another movie. It just like if you see a local movie but translated those names with western singers' name for the english substitle. I don't think anyone would love that. Grrr.....
Talked about substitles, I think the best is 'Dancer in the dark'. That's the one with the most beautiful substitle I read. The words, the pics and the songs are just amazing and touching.

Monday March 5, 2007

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2009-06-06T21:08:00.000-07:00

Great Party
It was so great last night. Hahahaa.....So I need sleep today.
It was a early birthday party for Alex and we started around at 730pm. I thought the party was only with girls. That's her orginal thought. Just when I got there, I only see two guys there. hahahaha....
A lot of food and drinks. Alex put very great effort and bought so many stuff. She was so surprised that I drank so much last night. I was surprised myself too. Since both of us knew that I can't drink much, I don't want to mess up her home and need to clean anything extra. hhahaa....So at the beginning, I just had half glass of red wine but then seems...........I don't remember how much I drank?! Maybe another two glasses of champagne? She bought more or less 15 bottles of different red/ white/champagne. But also I gave a bottle of red for her birthday and a few more people also bought her wine. hahaha....Her home is a wine cellar now. NoNo...It was wine cellar last night but now all bottles are empty already. hehehe
We had great time. Eating, drinking and chatting up to 12 mn, people started to leave. Janice suggested to go to an Irish pub for rugby. We had no idea of anything about rugby but we all came with her. hahaha....
The pub was so crowded and everyone was so excited about the game. However, I was too sleepy, just stayed half hours then I went home. Now........I have two BIG Black circules. Poor Me!!!!
Just it was really nice night at Alex home. Vielen Dank, Alex
Beside the party thing, I met a former student who actually is friend of Alex also. The world is so small or actually that's Hong Kong is too small? hehehhe....
Also another thing is the time when I arrived, the security asked me which floor I looked for. At that moment, I realised that I knew Alex so long but I didn't know her family name. I am so bad. I have to remember this and ask her. hahahaha....

Monday February 26, 2007

Have you heard about 'Jinny Joe Day'?
Have you heard about 'Jinny Joe Day'? Sounds like Irish with too many '... Day'.
'Jinny Joe' is the seeds that carry your wish and delivery your love by wind. It is dandelion seeds. That is something i like to do. If I see one, for sure I would pick it and blow it. Hope they all flies. Wish I did make my wishes with them.
When I read the book 'If You Could See Me Now', it talked about 'Jinny Joe Day'. I think it is something like the writer created because I can't find any information on internet. I love this book.
It is the book again......Make me laugh and cry when I read it and that's no matter where I read. I can be like a crazy girl., giggling and tears running down sometimes.
It is an interesting book about a 30's woman who adpoted her sister's son. He is 6 years old and started to have an imaginary friend. After she met a guy, she thinks that his imaginary friend gone. This guy is special and helps her to retreat her life from past. You can feel that those peple in the novel is so alive. You can find them everywhere, especial if you live in a small town.
Did you ever have a feeling like your living place/area/town/district like making you suffocate? Why would you think that? Do you sometimes prefer everyone can't see u? My wish is always to be invisible, don't like eyes on me. I like listening but I don't want people focus on my problem. Talk about my friends but not always me if I can.
What do you about door? It is unfriendly or keep you save? Why children can learn fast but adult not?
In the novel, it talked a lot about those. It is a great book and make me think about how children can be creative and lovely. Simple but creative. A conservation with a friend last week, we both think we are too complicated and can't really live simply. Can we still have big smile because of get a bit bigger scoop of ice-cream? Beside PSP and Gameboy, do we know how to creat toy?
Remember a tiebian movie, one guy took the villagers to the town and earned more money, they bought toys back to the village. His wife saw the son played the toy. She grabbed the toy and threw it away and shouted him 'kids don't need this, they can make their toys!' Can we still make our own toy? Entertain ourselves with very simple things?
Read this book, made me think a lot, relvant and irrlvent. Just a piece of mind. 'When you give a piece of mind to someone, you return your heart to them' (this is the sentence I remember from the book but maybe not so accurt, just the way I remember)

Sunday February 18, 2007 - 01:05am

Si Wa and Mei Ren
This Wednesday, I had a class of mandarin with a 5 years old Indian boy. He is very cute as always (when he doesn't cry and scream. He is a nice kid)
I wore stockings that day and in between the lesson. He suddenly touch my knee and said ' This is cute. How do we call it in Mandarin?' If he is not a kid, for sure I would give him a slap. However, I can't blame a kid who is being curious.
Later in the class, I taught him to say corn 'yu mi'. However, he pronouced 'mei ren'. That's interesting because 'mei ren' means beauty. I told him that the meaning of 'mei ren' is beauty and corn is 'yu mi'. Guess what? He looked at me seriously and said 'Ni shi mei ren' in mandarin to me which means 'you are beauty.'
Oh my Goddness. He is so sweet. hehehe....His sister was laughting as I gave him a lovely smile for sure. Who doesn't like to be called as beauty?! hehehee.....
Wa shi mei ren bu shi yu mi. hahahahaha.....

Saturday February 3, 2007

Diamond and Child solider
Finally, I saw 'Blood Diamond' last night. It was so great but heavy movie. Let me think about one of the best movies last year, 'The Constant Gardener'.
In the movie, an old man said 'please don't let them find oil'. Some countries get rich because of the natural resources. However, mostly get some many hurt and kills before get rich. Maybe we would think that's stupid as why they would kill each other but who is behind them? We can always guess but also just guess.
Movie is movie, that's true but also it reflects part of true. When we buy a diamond beside we should think about 4C and with cert or not, to make sure that we didn't buy anything diamond from thief. We should think about 'Conflict diamond' as well.
In the movie, it doesn't only talk about diamond but also child soliders. They were just like be 'brain-washed' and to do a lot of terrible things. The situation is crazy. You want to kill or to be killed?
Most of the time, we can refuse to listen what is actually happening everyday and just choose to believe what make us feel better. I know I am one of them. I know some people can live simple and happy. Somehow I have a doubt if I can live in a village but still happy. Maybe I am just too complicated...

Thursday January 25, 2007

New Diary in New Year (22/01/07)
My last post was last November. I am almost guilty now as didn't write anything for long time. hehehe....
My new year revolution is trying to save money for my Europe trip and for my friendS' weddings. Try to study German again (I made the same WISH last year too). Try to write my blog more and more often (if I can).
Read my old diary and I found some people already disappeared in my life already. Sounds not very nice but actually not bad. I also found that some people that I mentioned in very old post but I already forgot who were they. Do I have to worry about my memory system? I know that I am getting old. hahahaha....

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2009-06-06T21:05:00.000-07:00

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary23
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Cough
Really tired these few days. Dont' know why. That's not because of not much time to sleep for sure. Maybe too many people got cold and I am kinda in ill too. Or just I think only............
I want to sleep all the day long. Am I too lazy?
9:58 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Yummy Pasta
I went to an italian restaurant last night. They serve very yummy pasta. Honestly, it is very heavy as in cream source but I can't resist it.
The manager is an interesting guy. We can see he really enjoys the job. Tried to talk with us in Cantonese. However, that's too interesting as he tried to talk with my japanese friend in Cantonese but talk with me in English even I talked with him in Cantonese all the time. She was a bit angry and corrected him as she is not local. I told him that I am local.
Later, he went back to our table again and had a bit chatting. My friend told him that I am actually a Cantonese tutor and he said maybe we can exchange contact and see if can arrange classes.
This is interesting and maybe I will have one more student soon. Hopefully that would work out. hehehe...Can I have free chocolate pudding? hehehe.....
2:13 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Interesting
I had a class in cafe this morning as usual. However, something happened during the class. The story has to back to last Wednesday.
This cafe is a bit special. Why I would have lesson with this student? He canceled the first class half month ago. However, he rushed to go out from that cafe but I rushed in it to grab some lunch last Wednesay. So we chatted at the entrance for a while.(I know everyone hates that as someone block your way) We decided to have class today.
During the lesson, a guy came to our table and said sorry for disturb our class but was wondering if we were in a private mandarin class. I told him that it is a Cantonese class. He said he didn't want to disturb us for long time but wonder if I have card or any contacts to give him. Therefore, I gave him my contacts. That's interesting and hope he would contact me later for the class. Both my student and I are surprised about that. hahahaa....
This made me remember that last time I had a class with another student there. (yes, that cafe can be my office, can I get VIP card?) I asked my student a question but a lady with two tables distance answered my question. hahaha....That's interesting as her tutor went to ladies. (so a lot of tutors work there. hahaha) However, her tutor wasn't happy about our conversation. However, still interesting experience. hahahah.....
Sounds like this cafe is good place to work and have a student network. hehehee....
3:34 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Substitute Teaching
After a year without any school teaching, I went to teach a school for two weeks that I have worked for 10 weeks 2 years ago.
I was so nervous the night before start teaching. I can't even sleep. That's interesting as like I was a student teacher again.
The students are very sweet as a lot of them still remember me. Co-workers as well, all welcome me. There is very warm place. The best school I have been. I think I really suit Girls' School environment. hahahaha.....
Two weeks went really fast and ended already. I was so surprised when I saw a pack of Godiva chocolate on my desk. My co-worker offered me to me. Now I understand why she asked me if I love chocolate somedays ago. She is so sweet. That's so interesting as she is the teacher I replaced for 10 weeks 2 years ago. This time she is my partner teacher. My subject panal who is the teacher I substituted this time, she has same birthday as me. Everything is just so coincident.
Now back to my normal life and see what will happen next. hehehehhe
3:12 AM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
My Wisdom Teeth
Finally, my wisdom teeth were gone. After a 45 minutes operation, I got back two half wisdom teeth and a whole one. I felt like that's ages.
I have never been scared to see denist. It was the first time yesterday. I honestly don't want to go but I have to go there. I know that very well, they made me pain more and more often. I really should take them off.
The only thing I worried which wasn't about pain. Sure it is a point as well but not the main point. The teeth root grew too long up to close to the nerves in jaw bone. The nerves control the feeling(movement) of half tongue and lips. If anything went wrong in operation, maybe later would affect my speaking. That mean it would affect my work. That's something I truely worry.
Luckily, everything went well. I am recovering now. Even have some pain still but I know will be okay very soon.
Thanks all of my friends. Everyone who pushes me to see denist. hehehee...And my sister for sure. She went to clinic with me yesterday.
Thanks everyone! A lot of Thanks.
10:18 PM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary22
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Can you believe that happened?
I slept in this morning and missed a class. The class should be at 9am but I got up at 915am(suddenly awake). The first word came out my mouth was 'SHIT'. How nice is my morning?!
I can't believe that happened. I think in the past few years, this time is the only once I have to cancel the class. Sometimes I would sleep in a bit but only need to be hurry to go. Nothing too bad. This time need to cancel and get another lesson next Wednesday. That's really bad. Now I feel terrible bad.
I know the student didn't feel bad but I think his parents would. Why I never listen the alarm from alarm clock. What can I do? -_-lll
1:42 AM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
My Easter Holiday
This Easter Holiday was the craziest one I had. I got real holiday as no lesson at all. 4 Days but no work, even not much time for computer. That's really rare for me. hahahah.....
My 4 days holiday was : 1 st day in Lamma Island and LKF. 2nd and 3rd days in ShenZhen and party. 4th day back from SZ in the morning and then to Sai Kung.
Such busy schedule.
When I was in ShenZhen, Lily said I put on some weight. So I have to lose some weight now. I went for hiking quite a lot these few weeks. Once I back to my Mandarin class then I have no weekend again. So hiking would be something hard to do soon. Yesterday I walked alone from Fortess Hill to Sai Wan Ho. That's amazing. I can't believe that I can make it. Maybe I should do that more and see would that help me to lose some weight.
7:58 AM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Hiking Hiking
I feel muscule still in pain this morning but I still went to Cheung Chau Island. That's amazing trip. The best time I had in Cheung Chau. hahahaha.....
I used to go there every 3 years for school picnic when I was studying Secondary School. After finished school, this is the second time I go Cheung Chau.
Last Sunday, I went for my first hiking in Hong Kong. hahaha...We went to Sai Kung. The weather wasn't really nice that day but still fun. Since I went with a friend and she brought some other friends to go too. That's very internation trip we made. hahaha...We had four Spanish, one Japanese and 2 Hongkongese(sure I am one of the Hongkongese too) I haven't walked so much for a year already. Last time I went hiking was in ShenZhen and one time before that was in India. I nearly forgot I went hiking before. I thought I didn't go hiking in my life. hahhahaa.....Anyway, that's a good try and I like it.
So after such trip, two days later = today. I told my friend that no hiking today in Cheung Chau as I already did it last Sunday. However, actually I think I walk similiar miles. Just in between with a lot of breaks. hahahaha...I am just troublesome.
We went to Cheung Po Chai Cave. WoW...First time I went to there and I didn't fall. Just after that, we went to a beach which only appear after tide. I fell really hard. Luckily, I didn't make my jeans wet, just got dirty hands but still really painful. All I blameed that's my friend didn't give me a hand. So that's all his fault! Just kidding. (in case if he read this) hahahaha.....
We had lunch and dinner in Cheung Chau and then back to Central. Feel really relaxing and truely happy today. I also took a lot of pictures. Got a few are really nice landscape pictures. hehehehe....
Back to work tomorrow.
1:34 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
I love 'Walk the Line'
This tuesday, I saw 'Walk the Line'. It's amazing. I was so surprised as I thought I don't know who is Johnny Cash. However, actually I listened a lot of his songs from somewhere else or movies, just I didn't know those songs are his songs.
I can't believe that Joaquin Phoenix and Reese Witherspoon can sing so well. Sure after the movie, I already get the soundtrack. Last time, I bought soundtracks right after the movies, they are 'Dancing in the Dark' and 'Love Actually'.
I love 60's and 70's music. Even I don't know which decade should I put Johnny Cash's songs in, but I really love his songs.
I have a favourite song when I was in primary school. Summer Holiday by Cliff Richards. I am not sure it is a big hit or not. I had a single record (black plastic one) but my mom threw it away already. I miss that song and my summer holiday.
12:09 AM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Move your toes
Awake Awake
Here only has 10C this morning. That's freezing as no heater. hahaha....
I had a early lesson this morning. Suppose I can get up at 6:30am. However, I need to awake at 6am to get myself ready to get out of the bed. That's really hard. I feel like in Kill Bill 1 when Uma Thurman tried to make her toes move. Move Move...
Finally, I got up at 6:35am. Not bad! But I am so sleepy now but I have to wait for my lesson....
Awake Awake Awake!!!
2:35 AM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary21
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Movies Movies
I saw three movies these days. Munich, Pride and Prejustic and Brokeback Mountain.
I like Munich the much but I expected too much on Brokeback Mountain.
The story is okay and that's not over emotional as well. I like the part of Jack's parents. They are truely accept how their son is. That is only very tiny part of the movie and close to the ending. But I think that's even more touching then the relationship between Jack and Ennis. Just my opinion for sure.
Pride and Prejustic is okay but I like the older version more. The one with an Indian girl who is Miss World. That would is more interesting.
Also watched quite a lot of VCD. Fiddler on The Roof (1971) is really amazing. It is a classic Jewish movie. About a Jewish family in Russia. Amazing music and the Father of that family with very interesting talk with God. hehehee...
2:26 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Where are my parcel?
Last week, I finally got a parcel. 3 parcels were sent out from Luxemburg. I finally got the one which was sent in Jan. The one which was sent Last Nov, just came back Luxemburg. Still have one with no idea where it is.
My friend joked that's because postmen ate my chocolate. The first box for Luxemburg Postmen, second box for Hong Kong postmen. But now I know they didn't eat any of them.
The parcel I got, have a box of Beglium chocolate and a diary book with a lot of photos that were taken by a French photographer. That diary is pretty funny. Everyday, the schedule only up to 20:00 but nothing else after that. Is that mean I shouldn't do anything after 8pm???
The chocolate is great and soon will finish. Hope the 2nd parcel will arrive my home soon. hahaha........I am greedy, I know.
11:09 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Too Lazy
Haven't writen anything for a while. Being too lazy.
After those New Year, I should work harder and really think about what to do next.
This year, I hope I can have my career and move out. I need to move out. I want to move out. I hope.............
6:02 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
I have to move out for a while
No shower and tiolet. So this is the first time I move out. Stay at my friend's home but she is not home. I am the only one at home now. Hope she will be back tomorrow.
I sure that if I move out later, I need a roomate. That's a must. I don't like to be alone. Feeling is just weird. Maybe too get use to live with too many people. Can you believe 500square feet apartment but with 8 people in. Don't think about the word of 'PRIVATE'. Nothing about it.
Reading 'Where Rainbows End', I am being a crazy person again. Sometimes giggling and sometimes lumps in throat. I like this book even much more 'PS I Love You'. I love 'PS I Love You' too. Nothing is better than have a good book to read.
Crying and laughing by following different page. That's Great!!!
12:23 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
The best Movie this year - Merry Christmas (Joyeux Noeel)
Merry Christmas!!! This is early morning of Christmas day. I haven't slept yet but I have two lessons today. hahaha....
I saw an amazing movie yesterday afternoon. A very warm and touching movie at Christmas Eve. I looked forward 'Merry Christmas' so long time. Until yesterday, finally saw it. It is a movie with tears and smile. That's a movie I never though can be that great.
That's really great feeling when see a very good movie. hehehehee
1:23 PM

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Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary20
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Just back from Singapore
I didn't think about I would travel twice this year. Yeah!!! Just back from Singapre. Another place that I never think about to go but I traveled. Funny feeling.
I went for 4 days and 3 nights but actually just have 2.5days for sight seeing. hehe...That's nice and relaxing. Got a lot of time in sleep, sounds wasting time but just didn't want to hurry too much.
Walk around without worry getting lose. That's pretty good. With a lot of sunshine and didn't use any UV lotion. hahhaa...Sounds not nice but I feel really in vacation. hehehe....
Now just back, the time I went back alone on plane and suddenly I got the feeling like the time I went back from India. A bit sad but I can deal with it.
Back to WORK soon is the end of the year. This year with a lot of interesting experience.
11:25 AM
Monday, November 14, 2005
Corpse Bride?!
I know my hands are really skin and bone. Just only hands are skinny. I am not thin at all. But I never know anyone would comment my hands very Halloween. -_-lll
When I had lesson last Saturday, my student pointed to my fingers and said that's scary as so Halloween. The main point is he said they look like branches of tree. The only thing I can relate to .........That's 'Corpse Bride'. 'Kiss your Bride................'hahahahaha........
I'm not Corpse Bride. ;P
11:11 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Please show your ID Card
Last night, my friends and I went to a pub after dinner. What's really funny as the waitress asked us to show her our ID cards.
Do we still look like under 18 years old? hahahaa..........That's the best birthday present for me. HoHoHo....Do I still look that young? We girls kept asking her this question and very happy to show her our ID. A friend's boyfriend asked the waitress do we look like student. Guess what did that waitress say? She said 'maybe'
WoW........
Cheers!!!!!!! I look like 18 years old when I step in mid 20's. Posch!!!!
2:08 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005
My Birthday
I saw 'Bewitched' with my sister and had Indian food. Yummy Yummy. I'm so happy that finally I can drink the Indian milk tea again. But sure the price is a lot higher than when I had it in India. In India, it is 3 Rs per cup (0.6hkd) but now is 20hkd. We had fried Cheese, eggplant and butter chicken. Butter chicken is great. I miss it so much. And sure with naah and I got potato naah. hehehe....
I think I was too funny after the dinner as I move a bit like dancing in my seat. The waiter came to us and asked me that do I like the music because seems I enjoy it a lot. hahahaa....I think he actually thinks I am too crazy Hong Kong girl. He told me where can get Indian music and movies. Be honest, I don't really like Indian movies a lot. When I was in India, I didn't see any Indian movies cause I don't understand Hindi and without substitles. Another reason that's the movies always suddenly in songs and dances. That's very weird. Anyway, still thanks him.
A year older.......Don't ask me how old am I anymore. hahahaha........
2:13 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I am Miss Panda
I have black circles now. Very dark black circle. Be awoke by two sms at 330 then I cant' sleep well last night. This morning up at 6 and lesson at 730am. I have no idea how terrible I look now.
When my student came in cafe this morning, he was giggling because I never look like so sleepy. I agree that I am a sleephead but mostly I am professional also. Always alert (at least look like awake and not sleepy as my student), otherwise would have two people sleep in the class that's not nice for sure. hahahahaa.............
Four students today, not teach a lot but keep traveling here and there..........I think I would take a nap on bus. Hope I won't miss the station again like last time. That's really stupid to travel the same routline bus because I thought I passed the station and then take another one to back way and found that's actaully not yet arrive and took one more time to get to the place I should go. The worst stupid thing happened on me. Don't LAUGH NOW.
9:24 PM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary19
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I Admit that I am RUDE
I think I am getting rude as after I work for my boss, I start to be someone always swearing. Even only swear to one person but still not good. However, I have to admit that he is so important in my life now as my blog always mention him. Again excuse me, he is a fxxking bastxxd. That's all I can tell you.
I sent him a sms about the detail of the class next day at 5PM. Guess what?! I got his replies at 330AM. Geezzzzzz.............I really want to text him 'FXXK OFF' but sure I didn't or I wan to be fired. I am very angry but also sleepy.
The first day I tried to get back my normal rest time.(these two weeks always sleep at 2 or 3 even 430am) I went to bed at 12mn. And I awoke by his stupid sms at 330am. Men.........Who would do this? I have to repeat one more time. If ET can read this message, please pick him back to their planet. I think he is not suitable to stay on Earth. His planet time is totally different to use.
Grrr...........Tuesday, I woke at midnight and then last night I can't sleep well...........-_-lll
9:18 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
That's so .............!!!
I really wonder that's my ears with some problems or my boss is from another Planet. Maybe I am an Alien. ET, please!!!! Either pick him home or pick me home. Either him or me is from another Planet. That's why I never can communicate well with him.
He called me this afternoon and told me that have a new student to have lesson at 6-7pm. That's nice. The time I arrived the centre, I asked him that will have the attendance form for the new student or not. He said that's already in room.
I have no wonder it isn't there. I had lesson at 5-6pm with a French student and then I waited the new student for 15 minutes. That student didn't show up and so I sent a sms to my boss about no attendance form in room and student still hasn';t shown up. The main point is I don't know who is that new student! Male or Female? What age is he/she and from where! How great that is?!!!! I DON"T KNOW ANYTHING but I teach !!!!
After 15 minutes more (that mean I already waited for half hour). He texted me that 'the class is tomorrow!' How funny it is?! Tomorrow?! I waited for tomorrow and when I talked to him on phone and face to face both mention that's TOday?! What the FXXK!!!
I wonder how rude can I be after work for him. I always can think about those bad words related to him. GRRRRRRRR...........
9:25 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
I don't like this PUB!
Last night, I went out with some friends. We had dinner and drink there. At first we had dinner in the pub and then we drank outdoor.
I have no idea why a pub doesn't have frozen lime Margarita. They have Lime Margarita but drink straight. Who will drink that? That's crazy! Then I want a glass of water only as just had dinner and I couldn't decide what to drink. The waitress told me that if no order drink, can't give water. i just ordered a snack and all of my friends ordered their drinks already. The main point is we Just Finished Dinner at the same pub and restaurant. How can they act like that?! Fxxk........
End up I ordered 'Sex on the beach'. Lime Margarita and Sex on the beach are two cocktails I drink mostly in pub. Seldom taste awful. However, how lucky me!!!! Never drink such awful cocktail in my life. Grrr......
I won't interest to go this pub and restaurant anymore. Before drinking time, I ordered medium well steak but they gave me a bleeding medium raw steak. Then was that awful 'DEAD on the Beach'.
I should blacklist it. Grrr........The third place i blacklist at KS in TST.
6:14 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
My Students
My students are very nice. This morning, I told one of them that I would have an important meeting at afternoon. He told me 'good luck and ADD OIL' in Cantonese. hahahhaa....That's so nice
Then another student told me the same. They all are very supportive.
However, my meeting still didn;t go really well. I hope I can get the business deal. Wish I can...I have no idea why I got really nervous when I was in the meeting. I sure they can notice my shaking head when I hand them my name card( just paper). That's stupid enough.
I think I really need to start my homepage and print my name card. I also want to buy a laptop. Am I thinking too much? I think so....Time to bed...ZZZzzzzzzzz
1:48 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
I slept a LOT
Everytime if I feel really upset or unhappy then I go to sleep. Sleep is the way to kick bad mood away. Just sleep, can stop me from thinking anything.
I slept from 1pm to 5 pm. Sounds like a lazy bug. When I told my friend about that, he yelled me to get out. hahahaa.......Sure that's not really yelling.
First, my student didn't show up this morning and that's really sucks. I have no idea that's my communication skill not good or he is a fxxking bastxxd. He is an alien that I can't communicate with and I never meet anyone like that. I just want to beat him up. Am I sounds too violent?!
I understand why I am single now. hahahaa......
12:16 PM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary18
Thursday, August 11, 2005
How can be so unlucky?!
I had a bad day yesterday. My boss ruined all my mood. Today, I had an early lesson with an American. 730 to 830am. I am such an early bird and that student also. After the lesson, I planned to see 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory'. I think that's okay to have breakfast first as starving.
I got a really nice breakfast and when I arrived the cinema. I regret a bit as with a long quene but still line there. Before I reach the counter, No Hope!!! Just FULLHOUSE...........How can that happen on me?!
Fine, no movie and how about go to take a look of bookshop?! That's 10am already but how come the shop still closed. BAH BAH BAh
What's wrong with me?! Things go on like that..........I back home to sleep. I am a lazy snake...I don't care........
When can I have a better schedule to work for. I got a bit miss my 4 students class. Especial the Columbia girl and that Austria guy as yesterday I heard about some funny matter happened in the class before I teach them. However their class just ended last week. Not sure still have chance to meet them or not.
7:25 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Frustrated!!!!
I got a really bad beginning of a day this morning. As last night I sent a message to my boss about the new notes for students, this morning I got a sms from him. That is:
I think you are teaching too fast, you need to test the student thoroughly. Not just read the textbook.'
What the Fxxk is that?! I swear that I never curse the same person so many times like him. Just because I ask for the notes faster than he though. Then that mean I just READ THE TEXTBOOK! That insulted me. As a professional teacher would never do that. If teach like what he said, those students no need to go for the lessons but just got the book and read at home. That's ashamed if teach like that.
I never just read the textbook and he has no right to assume like that and jump to the conclusion like that. I feel really bad about that.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr
3:29 AM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Stressed........
When I face 40 students in class, i don't feel fear. When I teach 20 students with knifes or with their needles on hands, I don't feel fear. How come I would feel fear when I prepare to teach 4 students?
On Monday, I will have a 2 hours class to teach Contanese for 4 foreigners. I have no idea what did they learnt already. Anyway, another time to switch teacher and maybe I just teach once and then my boss would like to get it back. No idea. I hate always just see students once or twice or need to confirm with him everytime about would I have lessons or not.
How's my career? totally loss...........
1:51 PM
Get a New Try
The first time I try to get a translation job. That's a disaster. I tried to work on the page with the least words but I got problem already. What can I do?
Sigh..........
1:46 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
A Cute Guy
I don't have much plan on Sunday. Therefore, I went out with a friend to help him search a painting. We went to Heritage Museum souvenir shop to see have anything nice. After we got a printing and want to leave.
A van make a sound to me. Then I notice that's the free shuttle bus for KCR station to/from Heritage Museum. That really is a surprise to me as I never know that. So we sure took the shuttle bus. The driver is so nice to us. He actually can just let us walk away but he chose to let me notice that.
He is a very friendly guy. When we got off the shuttle bus, he said goodbye to us with very warm smile. Do you wonder how old is he? I guess he is around 60 years old. hahaha........Feel get cheated by my heading? He is a bit old but I think he is very cute and nice. Don't you think so?
Now I know where to get free shuttle bus to Heritage Museum. hehe....
9:23 AM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary17
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Spoiled Girl
I admit that I spoiled myself too much this week. Spent too much, shopping too much and too much body care as well. hahaha....
Had a nice massage with Ally today. That's cool as long time haven't hang out with Ally like today. Lunch and then shopping and massage and with dinner. Hahaha...That's so great to spend time with friends.
That's interesting as I feel that's long time haven't seen her but actually we saw a movie last week with my sister and her niece. Mr and Mrs Smith.
I love that movie. Not just because Brad Pitt even he really is a point. hehe...The movie is better than I expect. Some of the conversations in movies are really cool and humour.
11:57 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Concert of Karen Mok
My sister, Fanny works for a jewellery company that sponser Karen Mok's cancert. Therefore, she has free tickets also and asked me to go with her.
I like her style. She is not a very pretty girl but very stylish. I like her dance in the concert. Especial the part of Chinese dance and yoga. That's pretty hip to use Chinese dance for her songs. Interesting.
Also with a part is very tounching. That's about Lesile Cheung. One of my favouite singer who passed away in 2003. He said he would be the director for her next concert in 2001 but he can't now. THat's a bit sad.
The best part of the Concert sure is the part with Guests, Andy Lau and Leo Koo. Andy and Karen danced very well. Sure another part with her tango teacher also cool. The solo of her Tango teacher is also nice.
Overall the show is pretty good. I like her songs even some of the new songs I don't know. Enjoy the show. Yeah
12:12 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
Happy Face
I work for a primary school these days. One of the kids always is in angry look but maybe also hate. Once in my lesson, he was doing another subject homework and I took it away after warning three times. He gave me a very angry look. I talked with him a while to make him understand who made this happen and who needs to take the responsible. Dont' leave it as just by using our power to make them surrender. Need to convince them by let them know what's wrong there.
Last week, he was still the same look but better as no doing other stuff in my lesson. This week, I am so happy that as I finally see his happy smile. LoL
Last Thursday, I hold a competition for their class as a revision. At frist, he didn't want to do anything just sat. Then I asked him to try and even not quick enough and no star still have a tick from me. Hahaha... That works. He started to do and later even help me to count how many stars I gave out. He seems very enjoy to do that. And smile a lot. Hehehe...
I think that's what I like. Be honest who like to talk about punishments all the time. We just try to educate them well and see their happy faces.
11:50 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Bad DayI cant' stand that anymore. How can a person work like that?! I went to office on time and found out the lesson cancelled. My boss claimed that he sent e-mail to notice me a few days ago. However, I didn't get that e-mail. So.......I wasted my time and no payment of that lesson or even just the transport fee. I'm so angry about.Then I think as already near Central, how about go to IFC to see SinCity? Lucky that I check the site before I out of the gate. Guess what? No early show today. Damn it....What a bad starting day?! What's wrong of my week? Full of anger!!!!
12:49 AM
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
A Crazy DayI hate my schedule not go on the way it should be. Suppose I have a good working schedule but now don't have it. The lesson that arranged, I can't have. Everything is crash together. The lesson that maybe I can have, I am not sure that my boss would let me teach or not.GRRR.............I hate the way like now. When things go on uncertainly, that always make me feel bad.SCREAMMMMMMMMMI'm crazy now. I KNOW!
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Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary16
Friday, May 06, 2005
Awful Porn StarsCan you believe that I am talking about this topic? I don't really interest in these kinds of movies. How about if your students are acting like Porn Stars? Will you laugh or get mad at them?I have worked for another school for 3 weeks. Now is the second week. 17 classes of boys learn Home Economics. That's really tough as all students are quite naughty. Especial that's some of them are really nasty and cheeky. That's really disgusting when you see two boys acting like in porn and make some noisy also. Have to stop them and warn that. But after a while they do that again.GOD.................I don't interest in any kind of porn movies. GRRRRRRR......Why nows students can be such no shame at all.
10:13 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
A SurpriseYesterday, Jessie introduced her new boyfriend to me and Fun. We were dining at a westen resturant in Tsim Sha Tsui.. We ordered some raw oysters as appetitizer.After I had to raw oysters. I seems saw something moving on my plate. Am I drunk? My drink is alcoholic free. I stare at my plate. AWWWWWWThat's a worm sqruim on my plate and that's a fat and long worm. It just likes saying hello to me on my plate. I nearly scream out in the restaurant. And Fun still said maybe I ate another worm in stomach already. That make me sick. That's really terrible. And as they don't sure that really is a worm or not. Then I saw another one on ice of the oyster plate. Oh my GOD! That's too much for me. That's really awful experience............Raw Oyster, I wonder I still dare to have them or not.Worm is saying HELLO...................
11:48 AM
What the FXXK he said?!A female private tutor who teach students at their home, we all knows that must be careful. Make sure that you are safe to teach. If you doubt that, just don't go. Last Sunday, I chatted with a French guy online. He is a guy same age as me and stays here.Normal conversation, everything in polite and general. How old, where to live, what job, etc. After he knew that I teach Cantonese also. Then we have a convensation like following:' What's your rate?' he said.'XXX HKD per hour,' I replied.'Any extra?''This rate already included the notes. If need extra textbook, copybooks then need to pay extra.''No, I mean any extra for that rate.''Sorry, I don't understand.''For example, massage.''Well. I am a teacher. Massage is not my duty.' I think this guy has too much fantasy on Asian girls.'Maybe I am your special student.''How special?'' That depends on you.' 'Well, for XXXHKD you can get 90 minutes massage in Tsim Sha Tsui. That;s NEAT Massage and NO extra.'Then he didn't reply anything anymore.I can't believe that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHat the FXXK he said. Want fun no need to find a tutor. Crap Guy! Actually want to use another word. But fine. Forget it. I should forget it. This world is full of Sicko.
11:27 AM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
German Movies WeekIn these two weeks, I saw 'Der Wald vor lauter Baeumen'(The Forest for the Trees), 'Die Fetten Jahre sind Vorbei' (The Edukators) and 'Der Untergang' (Downfall). That sounds like in German Movies Week. hehehe.........Next week would be French movie. hahaha.........'A very long Enagement' , I want to see it. I have to see it next week.Three of the German movies, I like the Edukators the most. Maybe that's because with the casting of Goodbye Lenin. Daniel Bruehl looks more cute than in Goodbye Lenin. However, sure Downfall made me think a lot. Maybe Nazi is not that big infleunce in Asia. But Japan did something said as what Nazi did. So that's easy to link up them together. At the end of the movie, have short interview about the secretary who worked for Hilter. She said can't say they don't have any responsible because they were young when worked for Hitler.That's so true. Nothing about that's young or not. Why people believe in something extreme and don't think that's wrong even against the moral they know?! That's in a blind spot. When a society all in a blind spot that's terrible. Not only into Nazi, not only into national socialism but also the others. When make a person as in idolism, things start to change uncontrolable. Sometimes even that idol person also can't control. Even not talking so far away to Germany. Even we just talk about our own country, also happened something similar. I am not talking about the things similar to what Nazi did but about people take someone as idol without thinking about right or wrong. We have to think about that and remember that. History is not only for us to hate a group of people but teach us to avoid step wrongly again.Just one thing, if people don't admit what they did wrong and try to twist the history. THAT'S ASHAME! THAT'S ASHAME FOR JAPAN! Germans know what they did wrong, they took it as a lesson. What does Japanese Government do? Is that because we all use japense goods then we have no right to say they are wrong?!釣魚台是我們的地方，日本憑什麼說是他們的！
12:27 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
Excited or Scary?That's the first time I fly to somewhere alone, cross boader and get luggage. You may laugh as a 24 years old girl how can be that nervous always. But yes, I am. I admit that. As seldom travel and always have friends keep me accompany. That's why. I agree that I am not that independent girl. But not weak either. ;PThat's really funny that we got lose at midnight in a location we have no idea where it is. How scary that is?! LoLAs there is very cold(now I am in running nose) and the road is empty, no cars at all. And no idea where we are. What to do. Walk along the road with luggages. That's not so fun you would think. But with nice moonlight and a lot of stars(at least more than in HK that you can see at sky), that's nice to have a walk ibut with luggage that's a bit tired. lolWhat next? How can we get though it? Guess? Frist we though about to call taxi but no idea how to describle our location. Then tried to ask some cars nearby. Only one lorry's driver answered us but we don't dare to go with them as they have many people and no idea where they will go actually. Then I saw a motorcycle but he didn't stop to let us ask(if me, I also won't stop be honest)Then a private car with 5 guys in stopped when I waved to them. (the only way to ask car stop, don't think about to run to the middle of road, that's silly) We asked them where there was. We don't expect much from them, just think maybe can help call a taxi or any suggestion to go somewhere not at street maybe. But miracle happend.Three of them just got off the car said they are actually quite near home already. As the driver and the one who next him they drove us to the place we need to go. How nice they are?! They really did and we safety to arrive Chandigarh finally. That's funny experience for me. As that's the first time I got lose at that late night and first time to ask help from straight in other country(even in Hong Kong also never try that. lol) hahahaha........Anyway, safety is the most important. As knew that's safe then everything is okay. Still can enjoy my vocation here.
5:22 AM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary15
Friday, February 18, 2005
Damn it! I got sore throat.How can I bad luck like that?! I have sore throat now. But I will fly tonight. I want a holiday but not sick leave. Grrrrrrrr...............Hope everything would be okay. The first time I fly alone. To somewhere doesn't use my language. I got a bit worry. Two weeks time just can speak english. That sounds a bit too much for me. How much English I can understand? I have NO IDEA...............Scary? Worried? Excited?Nervous? That seems negative emotion more than positive one. Actually I still look forward my trip. hehehehe..........Can you believe that I brought my made up stuffs with me too? hehehe........Suppose I would attend someone's wedding. That's why. That sounds interesting. I hope I really can go that wedding dinner. That's really a bonus of the trip. hehehe........
9:38 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Prepare my tripMy first trip to fly alone, that made me very nervous. Lucky that has a friend doesn't mind to send me to airport. hehehee.........Even I love reading but just don't want to read all the time also. LoLLast night start to pack my luggage. That's disaster! Even I wrote the list for long but still seems a lot of things not yet pack in the case but the case already full, and how can I get it to Airport later?! And how can I pick it when I arrived. Thinking........
11:26 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
Finally got my ticketI bought my air ticket today. Wow........The first time I bought my ticket. Before always join travel group or friends help me to get tickets. Even this time also have a friend contacted the agent for me. But still different. After the first time I cross border to ShenZhen. Next time will be the first time I fly alone to a place I don't know, not using a language that familiar mine. Sounds too much for me but still exciting and looking forward. hahahaha..............
10:59 AM
Shiny SausageA lesson again. I never know that the football that I know is not a football. I always think that soccer = football. But actually not.. And my student tried to show me their differences. He typed those words to search images online. What happened then? hahahaa.......Well, my suggestion was that he better kept those image after lesson. As quite a lot HOT pics. LoLThat's enough but not the end. As I explain the name of those red pieces of paper for decorate our home in Chinese New Year. H e heard that as something like 'Shiny Sausage'. No idea why he can figure out the sounds in that way. But he typed that to search image also. I just scream to him and said 'don't search, no idea what will show on screen then.' However, that's nothing special to show. And he said 'get out of your.....mind.' (don't remember which word he used, something like nasty, etc) Then I just asked him 'what do you think I am thinking?' ;-P I didn't say anything bad or nasty. hhahahaa......What he was thinking. LoL
10:46 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Wash hair and Special ServiceMy student asked, 'Is that really that dangerous if go ShenZhen alone?' I though a moment then said 'It can be quite dangerous but also can be no danger.' I said just maybe guys feel a bit bothering if they are not going to get some special service. As so many girls ask you to massage or not, maybe have a hair cut or just wash hair.My student confused why wash hair can become special service. I just laugh and said 'Both related to head, just about which head.' hahahaa..............I think that's too nasty joke. And my student thought for 2 second and laugh long. Okay as both are adult sure that's fine. I never talk anything nasty with kids. For sure. Professioncal teacher. Even gradulated from girls' college, suppose we are too crazy sometimes. heheehhehee
11:32 AM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary14
Monday, January 31, 2005
My second trip to ShenzhenLast weekend, I was in ShenZhen again. The first time I cross the border alone. Big progess!The trip was nice as good food, nice chat and have nice friends. hehehe.......I miss the hot spicy noodles already. Finally played 'GO' again. A chinese chess game with blach and white chesses. Sure is my Teacher won. =_=lll My friend teaches me to play it and I still not yet can win him. But I sure have that day. Muhahahahaha.........Just can't realise that played one game. That's for couple hours already. Sure in between we also talked about political and education stuffs. The only matter got a bit scared me, that's I really afraid my friend would fight with the taxi driver. Thanks god as they didn't. All because the taxi driver let me get on the taxi at a place suppose can't do that. (actaully all taxi do that) He stopped the car and let me got on. But then refuse to drive. Asked me to get off the car and walk to another place to get on again. Aren't that too stupid? If he really thinks he can't break the rule. He can just drive the taxi to another place and let me get on there. As I already know which taxi I have to get on. He just refused to drive and keep blaming my friend . And after many minutes arguing, he didn't tell us where he went, but leave us in taxi. People are around th car and watching what happen. Damn it. I never experience something like that. (that's why I don't like to take taxi alone, always feel insercuity. With friend also would happen this. IF no friends there, no idea what will happen then) Anyway, that driver went to get a cop to there but the cop also said he is wrong. Because if we turn to another road that's legal and not illegal. He just feel angry as the cop said he was wrong. So he argued with my friend a few minutes more and then left again. We got off the taxi as that totally waste our time. But my friend noticed that driver didn't get the car key. So he afraid if we left, the car would be stolen easily. So we end up wait that driver back with the leader of a group of taxi. However that guy said he is wrong also. Then he finally drove.In between the time in agrue and waiting, the money still count on the counter. So as we arrived, another argue start. About the fee. GOD..........I deadly afraid they would in fighting, Thanks god as didn't happen that. And the driver knew that's his fault actually. He shouldn't just leave us in car and he went to other place without telling us. If he does that to all customers, he can earn a lot more than he should.Anyway, no fighting and everything going well later. I still live. lol Not every driver is so trouble. hehehehe......When I back to Hong Kong, I got taxi alone to KCR Station. The frist time I took taxi there. And the taxi driver is really nice. There has traffic jam, he doesn't want me to waste money and time, so he told me to get off another place that also can go KCR station and tell details clearly. He is so nice. But be careful that is...........Why I would believe him. First, that's day time, second all the places there are full of poeple. Not somewhere no poeple go.
9:57 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Last day of School10Weeks pasted fast, I am underempoly again. That always happens. Work, No work. And no idea when will have next job...........Grrr.........Hey that. I should keep searching job ain this field or............move on. Maybe I should move on.......Just..........What then? sigh............
1:44 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Amazing MovieThe Phantom of the Opera! Finally I saw it. I love this novel and movie. Sure I would like to watch the Boardway Muscial also. That must be awesome if show it as Opera. The Phantom of the Opera had shown in Hong Kong. But that's in 1995 or 1996( I don't remember clearly). I had no money to see it but I read the novel and going to read the second time now. hehehehhe..........Some people think the movie is too slow / bored. I don't think so. The songs are cool. The scene production are great. Just Christine is not so pretty but nice voice. Two actors are good looking and good body shape but voice just okay. God is fair. heheheheThe opening and ending are the most impressive. Those songs we all llisten before if you know that opera. Music, Passion, Jealous, Love all in the opera. And in the opera still have 3 operas in. That's nice to see the rebacoco style hair style. Funny one.Anyway, I think this is a movie worth to see. Better than 'Birth' a lot. 'Birth' just a movie with much promotion. Nickole Kidman really tries hard to act well but the story is too weak. After I saw 7movies in Dec and Jan(up to now). I highly recomment to see 'Phantom of the Opera'. Ocean Twvle is okay. But 5*2 really made me a bit disappointed.
11:20 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
ExpectationI think I am not that optimism. I always afraid to have high expectation to something. No expectation means won't disappointed. That's always my philosophy.Head is hurt. That's silly to think too much. But no idea why keep thinking in this way.............
10:31 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
InsecurityI really have to figure out why I always in this damn insecurity feeling. I just want things go on stable. But that seems not really work out. No stable job is the main problem. As my job will end at the end of this month. The insecurity feeling bother me again now. Two weeks more only, then I have to leave. And after the job end that's Chinese New Year time. I HATE IT.When all the relatives ask 'What do you do? Still teach?' Where can I go? I don't want to face them and repeat the same answer again and again. Even that's not a shame. But I just don't like that. Anywhere I can hide in New Year? I have to start to think about that. Why we have to meet some people only show up once a year. No idea why is not. I have to find some place to hang out. Thinkinh..........
7:33 AM

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Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary13
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Soap and SoupHahahaha........silly me, just want to update my diary and found that I spelt a word wrong yesterday. lolA soap became a soup, silly me. Maybe I have to proofread before i upload the diary next time. lolAbout Ally's souvenir, I have no idea to eat or not. Better just keep them for joking. hahaha........Or later make fun with other friends. heheheh.......Last night went to a jazz pub. That's quite traditional British pub, just no pool. (I never play pool also, lol) We girls kept chatting and joking. I was tomato look. hehehe.....Too easy in tipsy. Look silly. hahaha..........I think that pub is quite cool, next time can go again. Even no cute guys there but nice music is enough for us. Cheers!
8:49 AM
Friday, January 07, 2005
Condom and PenisI'm not crazy or nasty. Just because a friend travelled Taiwan and she gave me some souvenirs. Two of them are Condom and Penis ......CHOCOLATE. hahahaa.........What are you thinking? Go to face the wall and stand well at the corner for an hour. hahahahaha............I like Taiwan a lot also. Love to travel there again and again. Everytime has something new and interesting there. Miss there a lot and their street snack food. lolMy friend gave me 3 chocolates and a soap. At frist, I think that condom chocolate is nipple. hahaha..........Silly me. And there still have one penis chocolate and a heart chocolate. The soap is funny too. That's cat pattern but look like rubber too. But clever as me sure know that's soup. hahahahhaaThanks Ally. You are so nice to me. hehehehe...........Sister in jealous again, She said you spoil me. LoL
11:31 AM
Boring WeekThis is an examination week. All I had to do----supervision. Stood and walked for a few hours and nothing to do then. But I must stay at school because I got daily pay. And other duty is to enter the marks to SAMS system. This one is really FUN for me. As from the starting of this job up to this Monday I still no idea how to get count the marks. The pregent teacher didn't tell me that I have to prepare that. DAMN IT. And her marking record just messy up to herself also confused.That's fine as end up we figure out how to get an average mark but I did a lot of extra work. Today entered all of them, feel so good now. As I don't need to afraid that they will suddenly tell me what I not yet do. Be a substitute teacher, work comment is really important. Only if you want to change field,. Otherwise, do more than you suppose would be better than just count what you should do.
11:03 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Ocean Twelve x 2I am addict to movies. Last weeks I saw three movies in 4 movies now releases. hahaa........I saw Shark Tale and Ocean Twelve at the same day (last sunday). Saw 'The Polar Express' at Christmas Eve (alone, how bad that is). But I didn't plan that I would see any of them twice even I like Ocean Twelve a lot.Last night(another Sundary) after the lesson, a friend just fang me a tone and ask me to hang out. When we met, finally knew that we were going to see movie. LoL. Just run to the movie soon will start. Be honest, I never do such things as I want to see movie, mostly I have well plan, won't just rush into the cinema. When we chose movie, he didn't want to see 'The Kung Fu Hastle' (better he said that first) (but that's the only movie I haven't seen yet in that cinema). So finally I suggest to see Ocean Twelve.(even that's again)I like this movie more than Ocean Eleven. As I remember, Ocean Eleven got a bit boring (not whole movie but some parts are and I only remember this feeling). That's really fun to see some detail. For example, Geroge Cloony asked the others how old he looks like. One of them answered that he just looks like 50 above neck. That's the hidden meaning about that. hahahahaha.......That sounds guys really care about that. lolCathy is really cool in movie. She is really slim and nice in leather coat and dress. No Doubt that she is a very sexy woman. But Brad Pitt looks not so charm now. lol. That sounds I see movie only to see stars actually. But be honest, I don't think I have to find out what message is going to deliver to us. As I really think it just an entertainment movie. hehehe...........
9:40 PM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Merry ChristmasI went to a Christmas party yesterday. That's really nice as I didn't go out at Christmas Eve. And that's interesting for a Christmas Dinner held at 2pm. My friend said that's a tradition, so that's okay.The dinner held in an Art Gallery. We arranged all the tables to be a big long table on the private road in front of the gallery. We have around 10-15 people. I didn't remember that well because some are later join and some left early. Everyone had brought a plate of food and a gift for exhange. That's so funny that we all brought Chicken Wings. hahaha...........So we had too many chicken wings with a chicken also.lol. That's a bit too much. hehehe.......The dinner party went well as the first time had some people passby and looked at our party.After the party, we went to the back garden to relax and chat. One of us just really slept as she got headache or maybe too drunk. lol. We chatted long time and rest and drank red wine. I wonder how much I drank yesterday also. Just keep drinking and don't remember that. I only remember that's really cold in the garden. And we got a lot of blankets. hahahaa.........Or I would freeze. ;PThe only point that I want to complain that's about smoke. And I really feeling not very well about that. And I had to catch the last train to go home. So I left at 12am. See! That's a long party. From 2-12 and that's really fun as most of us are girls, only have 3 guys there. A bit disappointed, lol. Just kidding. But that's interesting to meet so many people that I don't know. They are very nice and friendly. Just I have to improve my English as I can't catch up much in the conversation sometimes. Most of us are Chinese but some of them can't speak Cantonese. So mainly conversation hold in English.Anyway, that's a nice Christmas party with so many chicken wings.hahahahaMerry Christmas!!!!!!
11:41 PM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary12
Friday, December 10, 2004
BAD WEEKThe first time I got sick leave from school. I have been a teacher for 3 years time and this is the first time I have to get sick leave.That's really bad feeling when I got sick and know that no pay for sick leave. (that's the life for substutite teacher.)Monday was school holiday, supposed I can relax a bit. However I vomitted 4 times and with tummy upset. Finally I went to see doctor and he gave me the sick leave for next day. I slept all day and night untile the next day afternoon. As i feel better than I went to have evening lesson with my cantonese students. On the way to go I start to feel stomach in hurt but not serious. After two lessons, I feel I need to curl myself to feel better. I tried to take some time to feel better. End up I went to ER at 6:30am on Wednesday. So I got a day of sick leave more. Got an injection. I never think I afraid needle(sure I hate that but not scare or afraid) but now I think I really would have a bit nervous about that. hehehe..........So I wasted two days at home and back to work yesterday and today. Feel great now.But............
6:24 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
First time to ShenZhen(2)As the girl lead us to the waiting place, actually that's a big room and every chair also have tv and headphone. We can get free drinks also. As we waited more than 15 minutes. We found that seems noone care us. So we asked a girl about we wants to get body massage but seems not yet arrange for us. Finally we know that as people can start there for long if you spend more than 120RMB and noone would disturb you. So that's why if we don't ask maybe we sit up to tomorrow, we'll still no massage. hahahaha...........The massage was quite good and after massage, we waited Torben at lobby to go dinner then. (actually the massage centre has free buffet too)Our dinner was great too. Just no idea why guys like to talk about insects with me. As I just want to say I afraid those little insects. Why guys seems interested to see my panic face........Cockroach!!!!!!! The most scary insects..... But we still talked about it for half hour. Jessie nearly fell slept. Zzzzzz......But I think that's fun to talk about that. Actually I just afraid those insects around me. Just talked about that, I don't mind. lolAfter dinner, we walked to KCR station and ended the short trip in ShenZhen.Thanks Torben to show us around.
10:32 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
First time to go ShenzhenThe frist time I went to Mainland China, that year I was 5 years old. And yesterday was the second time and I'm 24 now. hahahaha.............I found that I just look like an iditiol. When I pass aboard of HK, I gave the officer both my ID card and the visa. That guy gave me a strange look. At first I think that's because I look different to the pic on visa. But later I found that's because I actually no need to give him the visa, that's for the Mainland China aboard. See how stupid I am. -_-lllAs Jessie kept me company to go, we arrived Shenzhen around 2:00pm. That's faster than we estimated. That's so great that as have a friend who lives in Shenzhen and he shown us around. hehehe...........The first place we went to was a nice vegetraian tea shop. We had lunch there. The food are nice and the environment is comfortable too. And he told me that can play 'go' there. hahahhaa.........I really want to play but don't want to bore Jessie. Wait next time, lol.The next station was DVD shops. Jessie and me both bought some movies. We totally bought 14 movies and that just cost 100RMB. (hope they work as I won't back to SZ to change those not work DVD)After Dvd staff, my friend needed to work for 3 hours. So he introduced a massage centre to us. Another funny matter happen, that's Jessie and me both surprised by the massage centre. That's really nice one. Have sauna, stream, shower, drinks(actually have food too) and tv on every chair to let you use and wait the massagers(you can also rest there, no one would disturb you and won't count time). And for 90 minutes massage, only cost 118RMB.(already include drinks, sauna, etc) That's really COOL. And we keep worrying would they charge a lot other than the massage. If charge drinks, shower, etc, we have no enough money to pay maybe. hahahahaa..............(to be continuous, now go lunch, lol)
12:43 AM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
CoincidenceLast night (Saturaday), I went out with Jessie to have cheese fondue. And then shopped a skirt for tonight's wedding dinner of my friend. After that, we went to a shopping mall to buy a CD. I want to buy a Jazz music CD. I can tell that's I have long long long time didn't go that mall. There is too crowded, always have a lot of people and have a floor always sell a lot of porn movies. hahahhaa..........(that sounds become a guide to tell where can buy that, lol)The time I finally descided buy the CD from the shop at basement. At the ground floor, I saw someone seems I know. And then he looked at me in surprise also. A friend just back to Hong Kong for a few months. We haven't met for 2 years already.That's really nice to see him again. hahahhaa..........And this time I think my english is more fluent than before. And I really sure that is he is my friend and just friend now. Nothing more like before. The feeling is different. That fast heartbeat feeling had gone for long. hahahaha...........Won't in heart attack now. lolAnyway, nice to see him again. That's interesting to meet him in this way. hahahaha........
9:51 PM
Don't know how to handleA class forgot to hand in their homework last Thursday . I told that class's class teacher, help me to remind them to hand homework back. I really believe that they just forgot to hand in, not intend to not hand it on time. But when my subject leader hand the homework to my Needlework Room. She is crying about her class teacher scolded her about this matter. I tried to calm her down, when nearly sucess. Her class teacher show up because too worry her. (we have no idea what will now students do, can see how much stress on us)They start to discuss what's going on. At first I want to excuse a while as I think I'm the 3 rd person on this matter. But my panal told me that better I also there. First I nearly calm that girl now. Second, the matter start with my assignment. So I back to the room. But nothing I can do, because they are not focusing on my event. They are focusing on something aged. Start to talk about Trust each other or not, etc. And that class teacher also cried. That's something I never experienced. The student cried, I know how to calm her. But about the teacher..........my co-worker. I stand next like an iditiol, just no idea what to do or say. Luck that as my panal back to room and calm them down. I learn something again. Thanks my panal. Even she thinks she didn't help me much in these 10 weeks. Actually I learnt a lot from her and she really help me a lot also. A nice lady with the same birthday as me. hehehehe...........Thanks
9:24 PM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary11
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Last DayFriday was my last day at the school I taught for 10 weeks already. I really missed all the co-workers and students already.All of them are very sweet to me. Sure have some are bad students, but over all is really good school.I surprised that my principal wrote me a very very nice reference letter. That's really good for me.Good time here. Hope later still have chance to work here. Yeah.........By the way, MOnday I will back to there again to get my salary and see doctor. hahahhaaMy doctor is my co-worker. See?! Teaching job will make us no time to see doctor. Have a teacher is doctor also, that would be convenience.hehehee
9:07 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
Before Sunset'Momery always is beautiful if not bother emotion much' That's a sentence in movie 'Before Sunset'. maybe I remember the sentence not correctly, anyway, similar meaning. A movie with many conversations, two people keep talking just like old friends. Only thing is they only know each other for 14 hours and that's 9 years ago. That's a romance movie and that can be sad or happy, depends on what point you stand. 9 years, that guy married and has a 4 years old son. That girl also has new love. When they met again, talk about now and past. So many things they missed and regreted. How sweet was the time they were together. How bitter after separate. That sounds silly as how deep can the relationship for 14 hours. That sounds too dramatic and ideal.We will never know what will happen if they keep the relationship for more than 14 hours. That just like movie 'titanic'. If Jack and Rose not only met for 3 three days, will they hate each other?Why memory is sweet and pretty when they are short? That's because we always just remember those good things and imagine if keep go on still would be that sweet.I'm someone realistic. I don't believe love in first sight. But how long to know someone is really know someone. We will never know also. When I feel I understand someone well, don't mean that's really know well. When I feel I don't know much, sometimes actually I know too much already. The girl in movie, she said she always focus on detail, so she never recover from every relationship, even just one night stand, she will also remember the guy with her. She just can't forget the details of people around her.Details always unforgetable. That's why always make things uneasy. If try to forget, that's always remember longer time. I'm a forgetful person also but seems I always forget the wrong things but also remember the wrong things. A song from Faye Wong, a sentence in lysics is '開心的東西要專心記起', because we always remember unhappy but forget what happen we have. That's something should learn.When we complain we feel pain, mostly we forget have someone suffer the same also. That's what said in movie too. Another meaningful sentence I think.
6:49 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Fahrenheit 911Finally this movie 'Fahrenheit 911' releases in Hong Kong since Thursday(14/10/2004). I look forward it for long. Just saw it. That's a great movie/ documentary/ documentary movie. That depends on what points you see.Some people think documentary should be a record, can't add or creat anything in. For me, I don't see it as a documentary. I take it as a Movie with some documentary only. Once I talked with an american friend that about I wonder why that biscuit can't kill G.W. Bush but just let him passed out a while. That sucks as not Passed Away. He said I sounds really hate him. Sure and I always think US won't give me Visa if I enroll. Lucky that I have no interest to travel US yet. At least not the time he still is a president. hahahaa..........Don't think I look myself too big. In the movie, an american talked about Bush family business and about the OIL Profit with Mid East in a fittness centre's dressing room. Later FBI found him to ask a few questions. Can you believe that? That sounds like a joke.Everyone can be terrorist. That should included Bush. Someone like War Games. Always find chance to bring it out. Just like a kid want to fight without be blamed also need to creat some events to go. Make it REASONABLE.The movie shows a lot of things. Some people will say that's not all true because the director has his view in the movie already. Who doesn't?! Why I want to see that movie? Why I would read 'Stupid White Men'(only the first chaper then put it on shelf again,lol)? Sure I also have my view already. I never think political is something Bright and Clean. I even don't think Clinton is a good guy also. But if talk about Policital Wisdom and Charm. No need to say who win.This time, Kerry sounds preform good but can he win? Will history repeat like 4 years before? We'll see.
8:50 AM
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
StickerLast night, my student had a big quiz and he got quite good result. As I think he is an adult student. So I never use red pen to mark or grading his assignment. I told him what's the problem and so on. Even the quiz last night, I just marked it with black pen only. hahahahhaa........... He is really hard working student. Give him big hands. At the end of the lesson, he suddenly said, ' Where is my sticker?' I have no idea what he was talking. I just repeated 'Sticker?' 'Yes, the sticker for my quiz.' , he said. I was surprised. hahahhaa............Never think any boy over 20, would ask for a sticker for quiz. I tried hard, to see have any stickers in wallet or schedule book, etc. But nope, so I said 'Sorry, Can I give it to you next time?' 'No, that's too late. A TEACHER DOESN'T HAVE STICKER, HUH!'I was . And I can't deal with it, so I search my bag again. END UP, I found one sticker in my book. hahahaha.........And sticked it on the quiz paper. hahahaha...........See a TEACHER. Now I will always remember to keep some stickers or stamp in bag. Just to make sure, if any students ask for that, I also have some ready. lol
4:29 AM
Self-development DayLast Friday, was Staff Development Day for our school. As I work temp only, so no payment and school didn't need me to join thw workshop also. So I got a day off that day. That's fine for me. Cause I know that workshop must be boring.We back to school on Monday. One of my co-workers told me that the workshop was cancelled because the speaker didn't show up. And their SDD still was SDD, just from STAFF changed to SELF. That really made me laugh a lot when I heard that. Most of my co-workers have great sense of humour. That's cool as not such bored.
4:09 AM

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Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary10
Saturday, September 25, 2004
The First Cut is the DeepestCause 'The Notebook' draw all my attendion, so I watched ' A Walk to Remember' also. They both based on novels by Nicholas Sparks. After I saw 'The Notebook', I rush to bookstore to buy the novel also. I read around 70 pages up to now.(very slower reader) I like both, that's hard to say which one is better. Mostly books better than movies, but this time seems average. 'A Walk to Remember' was a movie shown here last year. Because it got a bad chinese translatied name, so I got no interest to see it. Also even I'm a girl but I don't interest to chick flicks much. Two young people fall in love then the girl got cancer and can't live long but still work out a relationship untile the girl leaves the world. That can be a quite bored movie. But after I watched the film, that sounds okay. Even I love 'The Notebook' more. The story in 'The Notebook', that's not dream. In my family also have such kind of love. Love for wholelife. Not sure that's the type of love for last ceuntry only or not. Anyway, I apperiate that.I wonder Nicholas Sparks married with his first love or his first love is meaning a lot to him. From both movies, I feel like that. The time I told a friend about what i thought. He said when people blather about first love, he always thinks about a song ' The First Cut is the deepest'. I agree that but maybe even not the deepest, it still can be the painest. Not matter that's a deep cut or not. The first time to suffer that pain, that always the most impressed. And no matter how long it gone, it still refresh in heart. Sometimes we hate, but we need to deal with it and move on. That's life.
12:31 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
MANGO and POTATO BROWNHave a lot of things should be recorded down but always lazy to sign in and type. hehehhee.........My birthday is at 16/9. This Thursday was my birthday. I got my first birthday presents a few weeks ago from a friend in Portsmouth. The measuring spoon is really cute. I love it a lot. This Tuesday, I got my second birthday present from my student cause he mixed up my birthday. lol. Chocolate........Chocolate.........(My Fair Lady) hahaha...........This Thursday is my real birthday. What' s so special this year? Actually I supposed my 24 years old birthday won't have celebration that day. (cause that's weekday, so we already had dinner last weekend) That's why I work and still have private lesson after school. hahhahaa..........Last few years, I don't work at birthday. Maybe that's funny tho, already start to work, so work more also okay. If not much work and can rearrange, then I would choose to reschedule.lolThat's really surprise. As my student hand me a plate of MANGO and said Happy Birthday. hahahaha........Birthday not cake but Mango. Interesting.hehehThis Friday, I found out that my department head, Tammy has same birthday as me. WOW.........Surprise. hahaha.......During the non-teaching lesson time, she bought two potato browns and asked me want to have one or not. I said that's great. The time she hand it to me, she said Happy Birthday. She is cute. hahahaha..........Sure I said happy birthday to her also. lolThat's funny that the time I had supper buffet, full desk of dessert but I can't find the cake I like, so still no birthday cake, but I had Birthday MANGO and Birthday Potato Brown. hahahhahhaa
9:15 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
LazyI get up at 5:45am every weekday. Always feel sleepy. But sure noone will know my mind just thinking about sleep. lolToday, I was walking upstairs. Suddenly, someone stopped me and asked me 'what's your name?' I stun to her. A student stopped a teacher to ask what's the name of the teacher?! Interesting! hahhahahaa.........She is not being rude, but just like talking with a new friend. Funny girl.Teach in a girls' college, make me remember a lot of things when i was in secondary school also. lol
8:31 AM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Win and Cry!This is the first time I watched a match up to cry. That's the tears for win not for lose. The women volleyball match!!! China Vs Russia.Russia always is a strong team. Their players are good at attack and average height is taller than China team. The first two rounds Russia won. Be honest, I think after the third round, I can get bed then. I really think China team played not well in round2. Gave 3 marks to Russia because of the same mistake. That's suck. However, round 3 China won. Round 4 Russia team started to feel tired. You can see their action really slow down a bit. But the marks always so close to each other. My dad and I both stared the screen without a sec leave the screen. That's really a hard match. Round 4 we China won again. That's strange that when you see the Russian coach smile at that time. All of us know that coach Karpol is a really big temper person. Everytime we have to worry he will have heart attack when he shouts to the players.Round 5, I watched up to can't breath. So excited about who will win?! Our Gold after 1984? Or Russia will get the Gold. Actually both teams are really cool in this match. Even lose, still is an honour truthfully. The last set point..........YEAH!!!!!!!!! If you watch that pic, you will know why CRY. All Players ran to hug each other. Our coach also run to them. That's Jump to hug. Our Gold after 1984. China Women's Volleyball won again after the 5 Golds in last ceuntry. We finally win again in the new ceuntry. YEAH YEAH YEAH!By the way, Player No. 11 of Russia team cried crazily after the match. Actually their team played really well. Saw them cried hard, that's a bit sorry also.But I still cheer for the Gold.Congradulations!!!!!!!!!! China is the best. The Best! The Best! The Best!
1:03 AM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
I'm 56K You didn't read anything wrong, also I'm not crazy. Sure I won't earn 56K salary (even I wish). I just want to tell that yesterday I feel like a 56K modem after a long staff meeting.I was at school since 8:35am. (got up at 6:30am. sleepy........) The meeting hold from 9:00am to 4:00pm.(supposed) But at least it ended at 4:30pm.Our Principal is nice, she treated us nice lunch at a chinese restaurant. Even we had 2 hours lunch time, I still feel the meeting killing me for that long time.Be honest, I never in any long meeting in english. Even the english subject meeting also not so long. And the words in mic are really hard to listen. I opened eyes but shut ears.That's terrible when I found out that I had to speak in front of all staffs. I will work there for 9 weeks only. Never had any schools asked me to introduce myself. (many teachers don't know who I am at the time I leave schools) But this one is an exception. Luckily, have two other new co-workers introduced themselves first. Therefore, I copied them. hahahhaa...........But the time I sat down again, I was in shaking. Nervous, very nervous.Even the meeting was long and bored. All the teachers are nice there. So at the moment I only worry about my english. I afraid I overestimated my standard of english.After the meeting, I totally don't want to listen, speak , read or write any english for the rest of day. I keep telling my friends that if I reply their messages too slow. Please forgive me, as I was a 56K modem. LOADING also need time. haahahhaa..........The time I talked on phone with my student, I only remember I kept saying 'no problem' , others all forgot. The only thing I sure that is I didn't agree to give him free lessons. lol
11:53 AM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary9
Friday, August 20, 2004
2, 3 maybe more, NOThat's crazy as this week is the week I ate the most 'roasted pork buns ' in my 23 years life. hahahaha..........Monday, I had lunch with a friend. He doesn't like sweet dishes (dessert is exception) but I don't know. After he tasted one roasted pork bun, he said he doesn't want anymore. So I finished another two. (that case has 3 buns)Today is Friday. I had lunch with another friend. I just remember don't order anything let him feel disguesting. (eg. chicken feet, cow's stomach, etc) But I forgot my friend is on diet. (atkins = no carbohydrates) I ordered roasted pork buns again. After they arrived, he told me that he can't try it because of the diet. I have to finish them by myself. GOD. I will get the 'RoastedPorkBunphobia' soon. Next time , I don't order it. hahahahahaha...........Or I will look like roasted pork. I don't want my mother said she gave born of a roast pork. lol (that's a mean joke for chinese)(生咗舊叉燒)When will be the next time I have roasted pork bun, I have to think about it. hahahahhahaa
5:23 AM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Go Gym.Last night, I went to bed at 5:00am. (better said I went to bed this morning, lol) And I need to teach at 11:00am. God! I nearly late for my lesson. I am looking forward 2008. Don't have to care time difference. I really want to watch the volleyball match this morning but already 5:00am, I can't awake anymore.That's got a bit too crazy I went gym after lesson. I finally go gym again as I stopped more than a month. lol. That's waste money if don't go as I pay every month even I don't go. So I finally go again. But that sounds I'm too much energy today. hahahaha............
8:11 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
Tired againI have slept for 6 hours, that sounds not bad. But I went bed at 3:XXam. Suppose I would watch the opening show of Olympics. But I just can't stay any longer. So went bed.This morning I have to meet a college classroomate and went to enroll something with her. God! I want my bed, please................
10:07 PM
NervousDamn it! I have no idea how crap is my english now. The interview was over. And that's totally suck I think. My guess is right as the interview hold in english.The questions are really simple, 75% same as what I thought they would ask. But even I thought them once on bus and they asked exactly same questions. I just too nevrous to speak out. That's so stressed when I saw 4 interviewers to interview me. That post just for 2 months teaching. But it sounds really big event for them. And My voice is already bad enough after flu(even recovered 2 weeks already but still cough sometimes). And I can say the time I spoke , I was in shaking voice. That's something I can't control. Even I try to take it easy, it still not easy for me at that moment.Anyway, that's over. No matter I can get the offer or not. Just forget it. I want to sleep now. I slept less last night.
1:37 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
TiredThese few days always sleep late, so get up late but still tired. Actually I sleep quite a lot but still tired. What happen? Being lazy girl now. LoLLast night, a teacher called me to interview tomorrow. I surprised as that's not office hour and that's an English medium school. I sent chinese application letter to their school only. Be honest, I don't think they will employ me to have that temp job, I think they won't interview me either. That's why I'm so surprise.A girls' college! Interesting as I gradulated from a girls' college also. So excited about the interview tomorrow. That's a job for two months. I hope I can get it. And hope the interview not hold in english. Oh my God! I'm very nervous now.
1:34 AM

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Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary8
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Broken Heart Don't worry about this topic. Nothing about romance issue. Just about my cookery lesson. lol As I enroll the course to make pineapple pie( 鳳梨酥) and milk pudding(鮮奶酪) with two of my old classmates. And the lesson was pretty good. The teacher looks really young, guess she is same age as us.(that's young, don't argue) The pineapple pie is quite easy to make. At least I don't think that's hard to handle. hahahaha...........But happened a little accident when we baked them. The time I have to turn buttom side of the pie be the top, my only heart shape pie ..........it............broke. Because of my careless turn. Lucky that my teacher said she can give me a house..........shaped pie. hehehehehe......Give me a house. I wish. lol I should keep dreaming on it. Go to bed now. hahahahaha.........
1:20 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
Finally Met! Today is really exciting. As I met someone I have chatted a year online already. That's interesting to meet him then. That's fun to talk with someone nice as I really deadly hate dead air. Don't know how to break the ice. That's suck. Lucky that we chat happy tonight. We went to a japanese restaurant to have dinner. A waitress is really funny that keep 'looking after' our table. She first asked me that my friend can understand cantonese or not. (cause he is an italian) I told her that he can understand some of them. Then she asked me that where is he from and how long he here already. Godness! I can't answer that much as I have no idea to tell her or not. So I just smile and told her that to ask him directly if she doesn't mind. She did and he answered. He thinks that's strange as he went there many times but never happened such situation. lol He is suddenly be popular. hahahhaa........ And when the food arrived, she ask me that he can use chopsticks or not. I said he already hands with chopsticks , so that could be fine and thanks her caring. God! Mostly foreigners manage chopsticks better than us. Cause they follow instruction to learn how to handle chopsticks. However, I use chopsticks in wrong way, hold them like hold pen or pencil. My dad scolded me many times about that. But I just can't change, so I still use in wrong way but can pick up my food, that's okay for me. hahahahaha I found that italian is hard to speak also. But in written form sounds easier than in german. Anyway I have no talent in language, better focus on my terrible english. hahahahaha....... Ciao. I will learn two dessert tomorrow. Let see how terrible would my product be. lol
12:27 PM
Your pity look is cute! Yesterday I heard something interesting. The time I can't find the button of the lift. The guy I met said ' here no lift, go next'. I just feel silly that I was not the first time to Time Square but I don't know that. I'm not sure what face was I when I heard that. Anyway, that boy said 'your pity look is cute!' I nearly collaspe. hahahahhaa.........Why is cute as look pity already? That sounds not make sense. Anyway, I should happy if someone said I'm cute. As I never think I am a cute girl.lol
2:44 AM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Swearing Be honest, I don't swear much in my conversation. Even have, also just some mild expressions. Not really bad word. But that's funny that when I teach cantonese today. I told my student that need to be careful the pronounciation of 'small', tha'ts similar to a bad word. He keeps asking me to speak it out and ask me how to write it. ............... So I said it and he kept laughing. That's too funny, right? A teacher swears in lesson. I have an idea that's to have a lesson just teach foul language. Maybe that's funny too. hahahhaa..........I sounds not a good teacher. lol
11:50 AM
Friday, July 30, 2004
Getting Better Today I feel I'm really getting better. As not so pain on waist, not cough a lot. I can back to normal. Act like insane again. lol A student borrowed me a comic book today. It's quite funny. I read half book when in MTR. That's fast to read. hahahaha.....I have long long long time didn't read any comics already. THe comics called 'Death Notes'. Talk about a high school student got a note book that has magic power to kill the person if he writes down the names. That sounds exciting.. Looking forward Vol . 2 hehehehehe........
10:22 AM

Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary7
Thursday, July 29, 2004
TortureFlu torture me a week already. That's terrible. Now I really scared about BookFain. As I guess I got flu from there. (One of my students also got flu after went BookFair) Sore in bone, bad cough, running nose....They are killing me. HELP........Yesterday happened something too funny. I cough a lot last morning and suddenly feel very pain from spinal. Then I found that I can't walk very well as I twisted my waist from cough.. That's so PAIN.........I think that's the worst week for me. So bad luck. Flu, cough, hurt waist. Finished the school teaching job, I not yet have time to enjoy my holiday but flu occupied most of my time already.I will recover soon. I will have a dessert lesson the following Saturaday. Yummy Yummy. Taiwanese Snack. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!
3:04 AM
Friday, July 23, 2004
So PainMy feet are not mine now. They are totally in pain. I can't believe that how crowded was in bookfair.The time I went with sister, that's really crowded. I feel so sick about that. The first time I feel dizzy and can't breath when with a big crowd of people. My sister still joked me that. She is not nice.The first time I went bookfair but go the kids area also. lol. To buy flash cards and copybooks, so funny. lolI got a bit disappointed as those book stores didn't offer much discounts like before. The same price at the time when sale. So I didn;t buy anything. Even I want to buy 'the girl with pearl earrings'. The first few pages of the story is funny. About that famous painter talked with that girl in kitchen. hahahahhaaNeed to go sleep, my waist, legs and feet are all in pain now . That's what I paid for walk in bookfair for 3 hours. Even don't buy but still look and look and look with different stores. Surfing around. lol
2:01 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
UglyI cought two weeks up to now, still not yet recover. That's lucky as no fever, won't suspect me inflect SARS. hahahaha............But my skin is too sensative to my health condition. Terrible acens problem again. That make me look awful as spots on face, not tiny one. They didn't bother me for a year already. Sounds like the problem back this week. Damn it! Hope Aloe can help me. hahahahaAs my home plant aloe ourselves. Totally natual skin care product for whitening, UV protector and also can be treatment for burning hurt. That's totally cool. The time I got sunburn, I also use aloe for keeping my skin cool and watering. hehehehe.........I think my diary is no longer daily diary. lol. It become weekly or more than that. See 'House of Flying Daggers' tomorrow. Takeshi Kaneshiro. Yeah!!!!!!! I'm not big fans of him but he is cool in the trial. hehehehe.... Sure I don't interest in Zhang Zi Yi, lol
11:48 AM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
SurpriseThat's really amazing matches I saw yesterday. I just keep talking to the others but forgot to tell you guys here. lolSo suprise that the match of Italy with Thailand was not bad. Thailand is a potiental team I think.Something surprised me a lot that's my ticket was for two matches. That mean I saw the match of China Vs USA also. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!That's really exciting match. As China lost to USA by 0:3 last time in Switzerland. This match was really stressful for China Team. The first round China lost. I saw they play really hard as US women are really good at strong attack. Compare on physical, that's really have distance between chinese and american. Those girls are giants. but that's luckily as the 2nd round, China won back. Let me told you the marks in 5 rounds.China VS USA20 : 2528 : 2617 : 2525 : 2015 : 9 (maybe some marks of US team were wrong, I don't remember clearly already, lol)But You see?! CHINA WON USA. Cheers!!!!!!!!!I really enjoy the match much. I nearly will buy the ticket of matches on Sunday. But sure I didn't as don't have mauch money for this expenditure. lolI think I will see live match next year too. The atomsphere there is really cool. I cought for a week already, even with bad voice still scream a lot yesterday. So I'm in bad voice now. Very bad voice. hahahahhaa..........
11:27 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
Silly MeThe first day of my 'Long Vocation' ( ended the substitute teaching job) is in Typhoon. And that's strong one as we are in tyhoon signal no. 8.'The Typhoon in Kowloon will soon hide the moon' (from the play of 'My Fair Lady' in Hong Kong Version.) This sentence seems quite fit the day. hahahaha....A friend asked me to see movie or not under Tyhoon signal no.8. But the weather in the district I live was totally terrible, so sure didn't go. hahahaa........But he asked a good question that I never care about. The question was 'Under typhoon signal no.8, do restaruants still open? and still have MTR service or not?' Well, I really never pay attendion on them. So this time I really sit well to watch news at dinner time. Now I know the answer. Lol. I'm local but sounds like I don't know many things about here. That's ashame.Another matter that's I found out I am really a fool. My co-worker bought a ticket of Volleyball World Griant Prix. But I didn't ask her which countries in the match. Finally I found out that's not the team I love. My China Team!!!!!!!!! Now I only can watch Italy Vs Thailand. Have to see it soon. Have to run

Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary6
Monday, July 12, 2004
NervousI will take my class to have dental check today. That nervous a lot. The first time I take kids out of school and there are 35 kids. God!!!First, I mixed up the date of dental check on Monday. Luckily that's not on Monday or I can't remind my students to bring their teethbrush and record. Now they can prepare that. That's really hard to remind them. I'm just as forgetful as them. hahahahahaa.......Anyway, I will tell you all after I back. Really nervous about what will happen. hahahahaha...............
7:15 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
Lucky MeLast night, I went out with a friend up to a be late. Lucky that we can catch the last MTR, otherwise would be bloody expensive to take taxi to home. hahahaha........On the way home, I feel so strange that my mother didn't phone me. Well, even I'm 23 already. But my dad still ask me to back home can't be too late. Sometimes 00:30, he also blames me. The time I just open the gate, my brother phoned me at the same time. hahahahaa..........I was surprised that as he went home earlier than me last night. He was back at 00:00. Good kids. hahahaha......This morning I woke quite early and my mum immediately asked me why back home that late. Lucky that her tone is not strict. I told her I was chatting with friend in coffee shop and forgot time. That's really fun. She listened me. That's great she is not angry or complain anything. hehehehehe.........Actually she is more understandable than dad. (but I have no idea dad knows when I back or not as the time I home, he already slept, lol)Anyway, that's exciting as the first time I caught the last train to go home. hahahaha..........And that's always nice when make a nice friend more. Yeah!!!!
11:10 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
HelpI don't feel my body is mine today. Very sore !!!!!!!! Don't want to get bed this morning. Why is that? Not because got ill. That's beacuse of my dance lesson last night.Right, I back to learn chinese traditional dance again. (After I quit my team a year) Can you guess what our teacher said? 'Did You guys do any excerises the last year? You guys totally inflexible!' Well, especial me. Even I practise yoga, seems can't help me much. I'm too old to have formal training of dance. Sigh..............Now I feel my lower half body is not mine and shoulder also. When i will feel better? Probably next wednesday! But I have dance lesson again at that night. lol
10:23 AM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Hard TimeWhen I free a few days but suddenly have many staffs need to do, that nervous me as I afraid I forgot to do something. I am just too forgetful. Plus in ill now, don't feel easy to concentrate on work, keep making mistake on students' records. GRRR............Yesterday, we have singing contest. Thatt's fun as our principal also sang a song 'Carry on till tomorrow'. And the students were very happy and enjoy even he sang not well. Atomsphere was totally cool.Today, we have 'Summer Music Fun' which is a musical show for an hour. The show was cool! Even we watch live show at classroom. (J4-6 in hall, my class is J2, at classroom) That's nice as have good technology. Have two schools as guests to preform in show too. Jazz band and Jazz dance,.I love here so much, even the work load is much ( I already is the one most free) but I feel that worth. As kids are so awesome.
7:29 AM
Monday, July 05, 2004
Don't be greedyI admit that sometimes I'm too greedy. Just like last weekend, I learnt a lesson. Happy hour! Buy one get two always tempated, sure to me also. Actually, even I just get a sip of beer also in tipsy. So can't use how red is my face to stop drinking. hahahhaa.........I just know myself. Two glasses of light cocktail won't let me drunk. But that night, I over estimate myself. I threw up at street. That's disgusting and embarassing to tell. Terrible!!!I guess that's because the time I wait bus on street, there was too hot and feel not easy to breath. Similar two years before, the time I drank two bottles of Woody's and threw up when answering an oversea call. My friend keep complaining that I heard her voice and threw up, that's hurt. hahahahahhahahaa..........I can't help. Anyway, enjoy wine but don't let yourself in pain. I don't like the feeling of hang over or throw up, etc.Right, I ordered a cocktail called 'gold' at first. Its taste is too bad. I asked the waiter about whether I can change the second glass as another drink or not because of the taste is really unacceptable bad.(for me only, maybe others like, I can't be a standard) That waiter is really nice. He asked the manager and back to tell me about I can change the order and still count me as first glass still. That mean totally I have three drinks. But I only sipped 'Gold' two sips only. I can't stand that taste really. But I appreciate the service there. Even their food just average.That's really crap as Friday's night, my gin with 7 up also had problem. After my first sip, I can say that as gin with syrup not 7-up, totally no sparkling. I need to ask a waitress change it. But run to our table is a girl who promote beer, not a waitress there. She seems very interest to talk with the only guy at our table. hahahaha.........That's fun, as my friend no interest to talk with her. Even we 5 girls think he is too mean as don't talk with that girl. Anyway, I got a new glass of 'Fresh' gin with 7-up. I can see a lot of bubbles. Even they just add more carbon dioxide in, that's okay for me. As carbon dioxide gives the difference of soft drink and syrup. hahahahhaa.......I must tell you all, I seldom drink. I'm not alcoholic. :P
6:12 AM

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Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary5
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Exam Papers and Subject Meetings
I have no idea why need me to attend those meaningless sunject meeting as none of them get anything related to me. Just waste my time. I still have many classes of exam papers not yet mark. Probably need to take them back home to mark at weekend.
I don't like to bring work to home. Work is work and home is home. But sometimes used to mix them together. Still have 6 classes of exam papers and need to calculate their marks to show on report card. Damn it! Exam's marks is not the only mark show on report card. I need to calaculate from test and others to make it. But noone tell me!
I can't imagine if I only login to record the exam marks on SAMs system. What result will come to me after the deadline. Luckily, a teacher need the record of last test. Otherwise, I will never know that until staff run to ask me what I did.
What can I do at weekend? Sit and mark, be a good teacher. Crying...........
7:16 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Piss Off
I admit that I'm not a pretty girl, but I still think no matter how the person look like, we still need to respect.
I never blame anyone like messing around with different people, loves hot chats and sex dates. Just don't bother me. Everyone has right to have their own living style. If don't hurt anyone, why not.?! Just don't bother people not interest in that.
I think I'm pretty stupid that wrote 'no fun date orhot chat' on my profiles. That sounds foreigners can't read english I GUESS. This week the third time I got fun date messages. Okay, that's fine. Can ignore them or return no interest. That's simple, shouldn't let them bother me too much.
But when I got the message from the same person. And that message was about fun date what if give me money. What the hell?! Who he think he is?! Want to find a prostitute or hot chicks, he can find his way to. Why send such crap messages on net to bother people no interest in it?!
Some people wants vocation fun / romance. That's something can be understood. I don't comment it as I have no right to comment others' life style. Just don't bother me.
So angry still............When people can make me type ' F@#$K OFF', that mean I really want to beat that one up.
Flighing, beat, hit, kick, GET AWAY. Arrrrrr......
Sounds I'm too crazy, lol
hahahahhahahahhaa
11:03 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
Boring day
That's really boring day. Examination ended at 10:20am. If I don't have any school meeting, I can leave at 13:00. Unfortunately, I had a meeting at 16:25.
Bad luck! The first day of examination, I don't have any exam paper to correct. So just hang out at school like an idliot. That look pretty stupid! Some teachers sit near me, keep asking me why not yet home. When I told them I need to attend the library meeting also. They surprised and said that's really no need to ask me attend that meeting. Actually, I don't think have many meetings I should attend.
I cleaned my desk as there had many newspaper. (at first I think that teacher will back soon, so I didn't move anything of her or think about to throw out some old newspaper) Now I need to tide up the desk as soon will have many many exam paper arrived.
Then I start to work on some average marking sheet. Those work I leave a few days, intend to work on such boring day. hahahahaha...........At the time I soon left school, a teacher said she thinks I have too many works to do that's why I still at school. hahahahhaha
I sucess to let everyone thinks I'm busy. That's not good if some people think I'm very free. Some sicky people will try to think something to keep me busy then. Scary!!!!!!!!!!!! When a teacher tried to ask me to attend a meeting at 20:00, I realise that she is someone want to make me in hell. She always tries to make me busy. Don't want to see her. hahahhahaha
9:15 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Still in Sunburn
Last Sunday, we went to beach. That's really cool if didn't have someone ruin our mood. But anyway, we still enjoyed our beautiful Sunday.
But after that, I got serious sunburn even I used sunsream twice already. Up to now still so painful.
Yesterday, when my students saw me. The frist thing they said ,' Miss Hui, your face so red.' Yes, burning red, real pain. I told them that I'm turning to be chocolate. hahahhahaa
Last week, when i taught them Science(the topic about weather). I asked that what I need to know before I go beach if I want to have tan skin like chocolate. You guess what they said then. They scream with giggling and said 'Chocolate! Chocolate! We love Chocolate. We still eat you and then no substitute teacher to teach us.' hahahaha............funny kids. They are small, only 7 years old. Very lovely and innocent kids. I just act like feeling scared and ask them don't bite me. hahahaha.........Kinda crazy me. Mess with them is nice. I have long time didn't meet many native kids. Nows kids too smart and realistic. Sometimes I feel like I'm more silly than them. hahahahhaa..........(maybe now you worry about if I teach your kids)
Anyway, skin is still so painful now. sigh................
8:56 AM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Ladies Night
8 girls at an appartment, what will happen? '8 femmes'?! LoL! Not really. But that's cool to gathering at a home place. We don't need to afraid of our loud voices will disturb the others. That's kinda problem for us when dining out. 8 girls really can make pretty much noisy as all of us love giggling.lol
Talk about life, family, work, etc. And make some funny pictures and video. Nothing sexy. Don't think too much. Just some silly pic. hahahhaa............
That's fun to see them all. As we have known for more than 10 years. 3 of them I knew them since primary. Dont' try to count my age. I won't tell anyone anymore, lol.
I need to work tomorrow, better get bed now. lol
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Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary4
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Do you remember me?
Anyone didn't contact for long, please don't ask me 'do you remember who am I?' on phone as 'hello'. That's totally embarrassing if I call your name wrongly or really no idea who you are.
Last night, I got a call in english. At first, I think that's a call from a friend didn't show up for 3 days on net. I immediately called his name, but damn it! Not him. And the guy on phone kept asking me remember him or not. I just can tell him honestly that I have no idea. That's pretty embarrassing.
The only thing can help me a bit that's where he from. After he said he is from UK. Fine, I finally remember who he is. hahahhaa.........Someone I chatted a few times on phone, but didn't contact for a few months already. But not really have any important matter to call me. Strange but good as I need to practise my english more. Otherwise how can I teach english now. So not bad to chat.
Anyway, no matter where you from, speak in english or other language. Please don't think that language can make you special enough to let me know who you are. But I think beter let the one who call , tell me who he is. Better than I think who is. That's not nice if call people wrongly. hahahhaa...........
7:12 PM
School Show
A school function more than 2.5 hours. Not only students can't concenrate all the time, but me too. That's not to keep quiet but not in sleep. I feel so tired these few days. Sleepy actually.
The show is cool be honest. All students and teachers pay a lot efford on this event. I was so surprised that not only students performed in show, teachers also. Three teachers won a singing context. That's cool, they composed and wrote lysics by themselves. Cool!
And the fashion show part reminded my Form 6 study. A fashion show about environmental protection. Two girls wore their 'wedding dresses' on show. Those dress made by plastic bags. Really impressed that those girls are 11 years old I guess. But they are so professional.
The show is totally great and I don't have any lesson at afternoon cause the show. lol. But after that I still feel so sleepy and can't teach a private lesson. Cancelled it and just went home. That seems got a bit too lazy. hehehhee.....
Kids soon will exam. That doesn't mean only they need to work hard but me too. Need to make some revision sheets for them, but I still not yet start.Need to set high school revision sheet in both english and chinese. I feel headache again. hahahahaha.............
6:55 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Godsend
After work, I saw a movie with Ally this evening. 'Godsend' which is a movie about to clone a child died in a traffic accident. The movie is kinda in sad and scary scene. I need to admire I'm old already. Really can't take that much.
In the past, no matter how scary or horrible movies, I still can laugh and said that's stupid. Never think they can be scared me. But now I just always in deep breath......shocked, etc. That's ashame. Maybe I should think about don't see those movies anymore. If I feel like can't take that much anymore. OR..........Hey, any guys think about to invite me to see those scary movies? hahahahhaa..........
My comment to Godsend is similar to Van Helsing. Both in good sound effects, visual effects also can raise up the scary mood. But both in kinda crap ending. I would say if Godsend just end at the time they moved to the other city, that's better than now end with the little boy still have something strange in his mind.
That's long time didn't see Ally. Last time we met, that's Easter holiday. We saw 'Das Experiement'. Want to see a movie, you should find Ally. She is my movie friend. hahahahaha............
Tomorrow is Wednesday, just teach half day and another half is a school function that only need to sit in hall. lol
I'm so lucky. hahahhaa............
Damn that when I feel sweet and lucky, I always remember a friend said that those good matters have quota.............I want to kill Mike as he said that. But he disappeared for years. hahahhahaa...............that's hard to find him to kill.
Wish I have some more lucks and not yet spend them all yet. As my unsecurity feeling all back to me now. That's hard to keep them away and don't let it bother me much.
11:39 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
Belly Dance
Last night, we went to a turkish restaurant and watched belly dance shows. That's pretty interesting that we think three girls to see a belly dance show. But finally Mavis's boyfriend also joined our dinner. So 3 girls with a guy.
The dinner was nice. I love the roasted chicken breasts will cheese filling very much. (so fat) And the roasted lamb with mint yogurt sauce also very nice. Yummy Yummy. Rice pudding as dessert that's so wonderful. Other dishes are in average. The price is fair enough at that place with good service.
So how's the belly dance?! Well, My point of views, that's average. I don't think that's very traditional one. Even the waiter said the dancer is very famous. (the lady in pic) But be honest, I really don't feel like that. The mood doesn't make me feel like.
There had two ladies in dance. They take turn to dance every hour. So we watched 3 times. Two shows of the cute young lady, and a show of that famous one. I would say I enjoy the meal more than the dance show. hahahaha...maybe because I'm not a guy. lol
8:50 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
Smile = Strange?
I admit that I'm someone always laught, giggling like insane but also easy to cry. Kinda crazy that mean. But I start to think do teachers no smile? Today, a boy go front of me at the end of the lesson and asked , 'Miss Hui, why you always smile when you say " goodbye class"? '
I think that's easy to answer as I can off work already, hahahaha............My real answer was 'really? Do I smile also when I say 'good morning/afternoon class'?' he nodded. He is the second student ask me that this week.
I wonder why kids think teacher say hi and bye in smile is something strange. a few days ago, a little girl also went front of me and asked the same question also.
Kids are more sensitive than we think sometimes. Even I won't teach there long. But they are really lovely and good kids. I like them much even sometimes I'm strict also. That because I know they are do but act not, and I glad that they think about how to achevie what should do by no shouting or yelling.
That's too crazy that when kids only hear yell and shout. I'm not a feminine girl, if need me to shout and yell always. I think everyone keep away soon. hahahahaha.............
A week soon will end. Can go out again. lol I still work like a student thought. lol
9:34 AM

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Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary3
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Didn't write much these days
I finally write again. lol. I work these days, so didn't write much.
I found that my english is getting bad. Have you even heard 'two CUPS of water'? That's what I said in restaurant. After I said that, I surprise why also. That's something very basic. I must improve my english. That's too awful. And now I teach english to a class of 7 years old students. I feel a bit stress that I don't know phonics but I need to teach that also. That's hard to me and I always worry that I can't teach them well.
Actually I'm not sure how long I can teach there still. 3 days and other 3 days and today and maybe some days more. That's so unstable feeling. I like my timetable in fix, that's good at manage time about what to do. However, now I don't know when will be free or busy as need to teach at school but also private students always change time to have lesson also. That's not good................
7:13 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Marked Homework
That's pain when I saw kneel height (from floor) of excerises next to my seat. Those were the homework I assigned to students last weekend. Suppose the teacher marked it yesterday but she not yet can back. So they return to me today..........
Mostly two spare lessons enough for me marked all excerises. But this time can't as weekend work load for students more. Finally, I left school at 17:00 something. Tomorrow is holdiay. When other teachers gonna go and ask me how many still need to mark, that's kinda pain..........
Worry about their dictation. I found out the dictation note today that should gave them last week or earlier. Now just have 3 days for them revise, hope they can handle that well. P2 students are cute, when you tell them have a 'game' for them, they are very active (hyperactive, hahaha). No matter that's really is a game or not, just sounds like already okay.So Cute. hahahhaa.....Never think I can mess with those little kids. But it seems work.
I got a letter from two students today. They thanks me taught them fro a few days last week. hehehhee.......a girl (P4) told me that her little sister loves me to teach her. hahahahha...........I like those sweet words. I do hope that's true also. They are so sweet. Noone hate compliments actually.
The last job upset me a lot. Feel so burnt out. Now have a bit relighted. hehehehe.........But when can I get a long term job at school or I really need to change field?
So many questionmarks
11:22 AM
Monday, May 24, 2004
Lucky after unluck
When I think I lose a job tomorrow. Have a surprise news for me at noon. Another school called me to work tomorrow. LoL. The good school that I taught last week. That teacher is still in ill so I need to substitute her post again.
hehehhehe
work work work
10:51 AM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Running Nose
Ba Ba Ba.........
Awake by a job call, go teaching immediately, but I can't go as I got cold with sore throat. Dame it.........(sorry, swearing) The students of that school are quit naughty, but they are friendly , I like them. But every time they need teacher immediately, I got cold or something like that, never can go immediately. Today again...........Hope they won't think I don't want to work. Teaching! Money! I need both. But right now I just have running nose.
So unlucky...................
9:29 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Crazy Shopping
Weekend again. Since Fanny(my sister) will search job soon, so she needs to buy some clothes for interviews. (an excuse for us to go crazy shopping) lol. I went with her. And finally, both of us bought too many staffs. from outlook to inner(don't think too much, lol). I bought some clothes also a big bag to go gym. As the bag I'm using now is a bit too full when go gym. lol (Mum can't complain I bought new bag again. Yeah)
Shopping -> Tea -> movie. That's my Sat. The time I got 4 free movie coupons . I went to see Van Helsing tonight with Fanny. But I think Cyberport is really too far and too convenient to go. I can't stand to wait a bus for half hour and then spend half hour more to go from cental to there. Just travel from Central to Cyberport already spent an hour. If I go there from home, that mean I spent the time to see the movie for travel only. That's .............
Fanny and I both think there so inconvenient to go, because there has a 5 stars hotel and some high quality appartments and offices. Maybe they just don't want too many people go there. Otherwise, why the traffic to there that bad?!
Van Helsing is a good and bad movie. hahahhaa......sounds strange. Good starting but crap endling. (a netfriend said I use 'crap' that's not so feminine. Well, I never think I'm feminine anyway) I think it is a good movie if boys date girls to see.(can easy to get some hugs) Just make sure that girl don't scream too loud. hahaha.....or that's another kind of nightmares for boys, lol. I like the prince in the movie. He is so charm, hehehhee.......But not the main actor, lol
I still have two coupons. I will see with Jessie probably. 'The Day After Tomorrow'!!!!!!!!! I am looking forward it.

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Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary 2
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Busy Day Happy Day
I love the school very very much (the one I am teaching now) Kids there are so lovely , they are very caring kids. They miss the teacher who got sick leave but also like me. hahaha.....
I taught there a few times. So co-workers there also know who am I. I'm a pity unemployed teacher. hahaha......A student who I taught last time, he met me at stairs and immediately said 'Hey,Miss. Long time no see!' funny kids. lol
That's really touching that when you know kids miss you and remember you even you just taught them a few days. A class of P2 students waved hand when saw me running to a classroom. That's a bit embarssing as their teacher still having lesson with them. hahahahhaa........but that's really happy.
I just want to say , THEY ARE AWESOME. I love them so so so much. hehehhee.........
7:53 AM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
No Worry
That's suck as I lost a 4 days teaching job today because I made appointment to have body check.
That sounds pretty stupid that why don't change the appointment in order to get the job. I know myself too well. If I change the date of appointment, I will probably cancell it and don't do that again. hahahha..that's me. When I want something, better immediately come to me or I will lose my passion with it soon.
Money is important to me but health is more important. I prefer no worry about health.
Great News: Just know that school can't find a substitute teacher yet. So I can work there tomorrow. hahahahhaa..............I love the kids there. They are lovely.
5:20 AM
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Lazy Week
I didn't write daily diary this week because don't have many things can tell.
After quited that crazy job. Now searching new one, also next school year's job. What will happen if this year still can't hunt a long term teaching post? Change Job field. Many schools need to close up because born rate keep dropping. Sigh........
I should sing 'What will I do?' lalalala.......very popular song few years aga. Today, a friend sent a song for me. That's really cool. I'm so happy to listen that song. 'When I was just a little girl, lalaalalala.......' Do anyone know this song's name? I love that song so much.
Thanks Eyal. Your song is really cool. You ask me that will I write anything about you. See. hehehhee........send me more songs, maybe more of your name on. lol
7:48 AM
Friday, May 07, 2004
Tipsy
This diary suppose to be posted last night, but I typed it today. hahahaha......I'm easy tipsy, just a few sip of beer can make me in totally red face. But I can't believe that I can drink two glasses of red wine and a glass of champaign still not drunk. lol. Just got a bit headache after that.
We had a gathering of our 'Bar and Wine' courselast evening in JW Marriott Hotel. Johnny arranged it well, We have 4 guys and 3 girls there. Out Tutor, Clarence is so nice. Buy one get two plus offere Free Snack for us. 2 bottles of red wine and 2 bottles of champaign. We just spent $123HK per head, that's nice price. I surprise that those classmates can chat so nice as we didn't talk much in class. hahahaa.........
After the drinks, we went Soho. We went to the Italian restaurant (I went last week). Cessar Salad, lobster angel hair, seafood pizza and spicy chicken wings. Food are excellent. The pizza is the best. Yummy Yummy!
Maybe we went there a bit late, so not crowded like last week (also no cute guys there, lol) Our dinner was totally amazing and fun. One of our classmates look really young. I told him that I think he still is student. But actually he is just younger than me a few months. He said he is not too young boy, remove t-shirt also have muscle, no different to other guys. See, that's childish answer, plus I don't want to want that much. lol. Maybe he has a bit drunk already. hahahhaa.........
We told Johnny that he is a really good at organise activies. We suggest to organise another gathering soon. hehehhehe..............
10:17 PM
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Feel Free
Woke at 6:30am, no school today, no private teaching today. Sleep again up to 8:00am. Finally got up. Too old, can't sleep much. hahahhaa........
Searched a few jobs. Not yet type my application letters. lol. I stayed at home the whole day. Read some recipes, thinking about how to plan Mother's Day. Make a cake or go restaurant. I want to bake a cake for mother. hehehe.........Mostly I just think about that. lol
Already calm down, won't cry when talk about why I quit. Feel free now. I believe I made a Right Decision now. Have private teaching tomorrow. hehehee.........teach my nice students, so happy.
I want to have a body massage Now. hahaahhaa.........

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Entry for January 21, 2007-diary from my old diary
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
I Quit
Finally, I quit the job. The frist time I quit a job. Quit a temp job , sounds too funny.
The frist time I cry in front of the class. Never did that even students are aggressive, mostly I can take it easy. This time I can't.
School used a week to see I can work there well or not. I used one more week to try to adapt there also. Some students are nice and good. I really enjoy to be class teacher of a class P3. But I can't eat work, can't sleep well these two weeks. I woke suddenly and shaking hard before the time I should get up. I don't want to go school. Keep tears around eyes. Never being crazy like that. I feel so depressed. That's awful. I love teaching. But I can't work well there. I feel sorry to some of the students.
I told the headmaster that I got some personal problems to handle, so I can't teach there anymore. She tried to persaude me to stay. Also give me an offer that as I can solve those problem frist and back to teach after a week (then still can teach there two weeks). But I still say no. I even don't want to step in there anymore. I terrified that place. A friend said that I surrendered to kids. I admit that. They won this time. I feel so frustrative. But sure I won't tell the headmaster that I think your school is very horrible. I just say 'personal problem' , didn't say what is it only. Also I can't stop tears dropping down after the 4th lesson. I really don't want my emotion disturb my students. That's not good to them.
Quited! Cried a lot. Mum doesn't mind I quit. Thanks her so support and understand me. When Dad knows I don't need to work today, Mum just said 'yup'. Don't explain anything. She is cool. Also when I told my friends about that. They didn't think I quit like a spoiled kids. I really glad.
Mummy, I love you so much.
12:16 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
I hate Someone
All of my friends know that I am nice and patient enough. I seldom feel hate someone or want to beat up someone. Even I said that sometimes but always not really mean that.
When I ignore someone like invisible. You will know I really hate him/her a lot. The guy I want to beat up now. Saw him at school everyday. I just want to kick his ass when he walking down stairs. hahahahaa........Just think about that is fun. You guys must think I'm prevert. I think I'm insane only.
I sick of someone like playing tricks at school. School is a place for learning. Students are not chesses. How can someone so bad that try to step me down in front of my class and fool my students also?! He is a teacher?! That's sh#t! If he tries to do anything bad to my class or me again, I must fight back. As I just a substitute teacher. I don't care to pick my bag and leave but no way to let him play such kind of dirty tricks.
8:53 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Lucky Day
Even sleepy, still got up to meet Jessie . We went to IFC see 'Mona Lisa Smile' this morning. 10:10am , that's deadly early for me. ZZzzzzzzz......
Before the movie start. There has a lucky draw to celebrate a new start cinema in Cyber Port. I can't believe that I'm one of the lucky people to get 4 free movies tickets. hahahhaa............YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not the kind of people always can win something at lucky draw. How lucky I am today?!
The movie is really great. I feel more touching maybe because I'm a teacher also. We all hope can help students find their road /their career. We hope they don't regret, we hope they don't make too much or too serious mistake. But how about us? We really find our way to go? I doubt it. Just like Julia Roberts in the movie, She tried to help students to find they road, but actually she needs help also. She is also seeking her road. And me too. Be a teacher is my dream job since primary. I enjoy teaching. But also because I don't want to step out school. I think school is place very peace and easy to survive. But worked two years, I know that's not easy to survive everywhere. Up to now, no interview, no long term post, still keep going or change work field? This is a question in my mind for a week already.
Back to work tomorrow. I hope I can get rid the feeling that I want to quit. sigh........
9:37 AM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Sleepy Day zzzzz
I get up at 6:00am everyday. Weekend fianlly! Why you so crude, Carmen?! Forgot we have a lesson today and she went to drink tea in Tuen Mon. I got up at 9:00am today because have a lesson to her.
I'm deadly nervous about Carmen's HKCEE. I taught her 5 years. After her exam, I will not be her private tutor anymore. I got a bit upset about that. Those students I teach long. They are my friends also like younger sisters. Every summer holidays , I arrange activites to go with them. Actually give both a chance to play and out of study.lol
Marking and marking students excerises. I finally surrender to my job. I need to take excerises back home to mark. Even I really don't want to take work to home now. But still pick two rolls of worksheet back. My desk already covered by many many many excerises book. No matter how hard I mark them, new work is coming the next day. Monday soon....HELP........
My class will have an evalution on Tuesday. That's something nervous me. As I know if they don't have good result, the orginal teacher will have trouble. Even I just taught them a few days up to now, they are really great kids. But I have 2 evils classes, give me a few angels really fair enough. I hope I can insist to finish the teaching there. I really think about to quit. And now I really afraid I get into some power fight, that's something I really don't want. Kids are naughty, that's something I don't mind even I feel frustrative sometimes. But I know my responsiblies are teaching them be good. I just would be there a month, don't make some trouble stuffs to me.
I still want to say 'I HATE TWO OF MY CO-WORKERS. I WANT TO BEAT THEM UP ALSO STRANGLE THEM!'
Now is time to sleep. I will see 'Mona Lisa Smile' next morning. hehehehhee
2:24 PM
Friday, April 30, 2004
Italian Dinner
Friday night! Finally finish a week crazy work. This week is so hard for me . I met Jessie to have dinner in Soho. lol. New place we like to go now. We will bankrupt soon. hahahaha........
The dinner was nice. Lobster angel hair and a snake for share with delicious chocolate dessert. Yummy Yummy.
Also a guy stared us. hahaha.........I know he stared me for long. hahaha....He keep smiling when he walk pass our table. lol. But I keep talking with Jessie for sure. I'm shy. hahahhaa.........Jessie will complain that maybe that guy actually staring her. I should say that he stared US (be fair) lol
As the italian resturant crowded with people. We decided to go. And a group of guys just blocked our way. Jessie sweetly to say 'excuse me', all guys yelling 'sorry'. Funny boys. But we are on the way home already. lol Jessie and me both think guys there are cool tonight. hahahaha........sounds like we go hunting, lol.
Beside, one of the waitesses there is cute also. Plus the guy stared us is manager there (I guess)
PS. Jessie wants to take a pic with that guy, but at last didn't. hahahhaa.........