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Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary16
Friday, May 06, 2005
Awful Porn StarsCan you believe that I am talking about this topic? I don't really interest in these kinds of movies. How about if your students are acting like Porn Stars? Will you laugh or get mad at them?I have worked for another school for 3 weeks. Now is the second week. 17 classes of boys learn Home Economics. That's really tough as all students are quite naughty. Especial that's some of them are really nasty and cheeky. That's really disgusting when you see two boys acting like in porn and make some noisy also. Have to stop them and warn that. But after a while they do that again.GOD.................I don't interest in any kind of porn movies. GRRRRRRR......Why nows students can be such no shame at all.
10:13 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
A SurpriseYesterday, Jessie introduced her new boyfriend to me and Fun. We were dining at a westen resturant in Tsim Sha Tsui.. We ordered some raw oysters as appetitizer.After I had to raw oysters. I seems saw something moving on my plate. Am I drunk? My drink is alcoholic free. I stare at my plate. AWWWWWWThat's a worm sqruim on my plate and that's a fat and long worm. It just likes saying hello to me on my plate. I nearly scream out in the restaurant. And Fun still said maybe I ate another worm in stomach already. That make me sick. That's really terrible. And as they don't sure that really is a worm or not. Then I saw another one on ice of the oyster plate. Oh my GOD! That's too much for me. That's really awful experience............Raw Oyster, I wonder I still dare to have them or not.Worm is saying HELLO...................
11:48 AM
What the FXXK he said?!A female private tutor who teach students at their home, we all knows that must be careful. Make sure that you are safe to teach. If you doubt that, just don't go. Last Sunday, I chatted with a French guy online. He is a guy same age as me and stays here.Normal conversation, everything in polite and general. How old, where to live, what job, etc. After he knew that I teach Cantonese also. Then we have a convensation like following:' What's your rate?' he said.'XXX HKD per hour,' I replied.'Any extra?''This rate already included the notes. If need extra textbook, copybooks then need to pay extra.''No, I mean any extra for that rate.''Sorry, I don't understand.''For example, massage.''Well. I am a teacher. Massage is not my duty.' I think this guy has too much fantasy on Asian girls.'Maybe I am your special student.''How special?'' That depends on you.' 'Well, for XXXHKD you can get 90 minutes massage in Tsim Sha Tsui. That;s NEAT Massage and NO extra.'Then he didn't reply anything anymore.I can't believe that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHat the FXXK he said. Want fun no need to find a tutor. Crap Guy! Actually want to use another word. But fine. Forget it. I should forget it. This world is full of Sicko.
11:27 AM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
German Movies WeekIn these two weeks, I saw 'Der Wald vor lauter Baeumen'(The Forest for the Trees), 'Die Fetten Jahre sind Vorbei' (The Edukators) and 'Der Untergang' (Downfall). That sounds like in German Movies Week. hehehe.........Next week would be French movie. hahaha.........'A very long Enagement' , I want to see it. I have to see it next week.Three of the German movies, I like the Edukators the most. Maybe that's because with the casting of Goodbye Lenin. Daniel Bruehl looks more cute than in Goodbye Lenin. However, sure Downfall made me think a lot. Maybe Nazi is not that big infleunce in Asia. But Japan did something said as what Nazi did. So that's easy to link up them together. At the end of the movie, have short interview about the secretary who worked for Hilter. She said can't say they don't have any responsible because they were young when worked for Hitler.That's so true. Nothing about that's young or not. Why people believe in something extreme and don't think that's wrong even against the moral they know?! That's in a blind spot. When a society all in a blind spot that's terrible. Not only into Nazi, not only into national socialism but also the others. When make a person as in idolism, things start to change uncontrolable. Sometimes even that idol person also can't control. Even not talking so far away to Germany. Even we just talk about our own country, also happened something similar. I am not talking about the things similar to what Nazi did but about people take someone as idol without thinking about right or wrong. We have to think about that and remember that. History is not only for us to hate a group of people but teach us to avoid step wrongly again.Just one thing, if people don't admit what they did wrong and try to twist the history. THAT'S ASHAME! THAT'S ASHAME FOR JAPAN! Germans know what they did wrong, they took it as a lesson. What does Japanese Government do? Is that because we all use japense goods then we have no right to say they are wrong?!釣魚台是我們的地方，日本憑什麼說是他們的！
12:27 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
Excited or Scary?That's the first time I fly to somewhere alone, cross boader and get luggage. You may laugh as a 24 years old girl how can be that nervous always. But yes, I am. I admit that. As seldom travel and always have friends keep me accompany. That's why. I agree that I am not that independent girl. But not weak either. ;PThat's really funny that we got lose at midnight in a location we have no idea where it is. How scary that is?! LoLAs there is very cold(now I am in running nose) and the road is empty, no cars at all. And no idea where we are. What to do. Walk along the road with luggages. That's not so fun you would think. But with nice moonlight and a lot of stars(at least more than in HK that you can see at sky), that's nice to have a walk ibut with luggage that's a bit tired. lolWhat next? How can we get though it? Guess? Frist we though about to call taxi but no idea how to describle our location. Then tried to ask some cars nearby. Only one lorry's driver answered us but we don't dare to go with them as they have many people and no idea where they will go actually. Then I saw a motorcycle but he didn't stop to let us ask(if me, I also won't stop be honest)Then a private car with 5 guys in stopped when I waved to them. (the only way to ask car stop, don't think about to run to the middle of road, that's silly) We asked them where there was. We don't expect much from them, just think maybe can help call a taxi or any suggestion to go somewhere not at street maybe. But miracle happend.Three of them just got off the car said they are actually quite near home already. As the driver and the one who next him they drove us to the place we need to go. How nice they are?! They really did and we safety to arrive Chandigarh finally. That's funny experience for me. As that's the first time I got lose at that late night and first time to ask help from straight in other country(even in Hong Kong also never try that. lol) hahahaha........Anyway, safety is the most important. As knew that's safe then everything is okay. Still can enjoy my vocation here.
5:22 AM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary15
Friday, February 18, 2005
Damn it! I got sore throat.How can I bad luck like that?! I have sore throat now. But I will fly tonight. I want a holiday but not sick leave. Grrrrrrrr...............Hope everything would be okay. The first time I fly alone. To somewhere doesn't use my language. I got a bit worry. Two weeks time just can speak english. That sounds a bit too much for me. How much English I can understand? I have NO IDEA...............Scary? Worried? Excited?Nervous? That seems negative emotion more than positive one. Actually I still look forward my trip. hehehehe..........Can you believe that I brought my made up stuffs with me too? hehehe........Suppose I would attend someone's wedding. That's why. That sounds interesting. I hope I really can go that wedding dinner. That's really a bonus of the trip. hehehe........
9:38 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Prepare my tripMy first trip to fly alone, that made me very nervous. Lucky that has a friend doesn't mind to send me to airport. hehehee.........Even I love reading but just don't want to read all the time also. LoLLast night start to pack my luggage. That's disaster! Even I wrote the list for long but still seems a lot of things not yet pack in the case but the case already full, and how can I get it to Airport later?! And how can I pick it when I arrived. Thinking........
11:26 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
Finally got my ticketI bought my air ticket today. Wow........The first time I bought my ticket. Before always join travel group or friends help me to get tickets. Even this time also have a friend contacted the agent for me. But still different. After the first time I cross border to ShenZhen. Next time will be the first time I fly alone to a place I don't know, not using a language that familiar mine. Sounds too much for me but still exciting and looking forward. hahahaha..............
10:59 AM
Shiny SausageA lesson again. I never know that the football that I know is not a football. I always think that soccer = football. But actually not.. And my student tried to show me their differences. He typed those words to search images online. What happened then? hahahaa.......Well, my suggestion was that he better kept those image after lesson. As quite a lot HOT pics. LoLThat's enough but not the end. As I explain the name of those red pieces of paper for decorate our home in Chinese New Year. H e heard that as something like 'Shiny Sausage'. No idea why he can figure out the sounds in that way. But he typed that to search image also. I just scream to him and said 'don't search, no idea what will show on screen then.' However, that's nothing special to show. And he said 'get out of your.....mind.' (don't remember which word he used, something like nasty, etc) Then I just asked him 'what do you think I am thinking?' ;-P I didn't say anything bad or nasty. hhahahaa......What he was thinking. LoL
10:46 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Wash hair and Special ServiceMy student asked, 'Is that really that dangerous if go ShenZhen alone?' I though a moment then said 'It can be quite dangerous but also can be no danger.' I said just maybe guys feel a bit bothering if they are not going to get some special service. As so many girls ask you to massage or not, maybe have a hair cut or just wash hair.My student confused why wash hair can become special service. I just laugh and said 'Both related to head, just about which head.' hahahaa..............I think that's too nasty joke. And my student thought for 2 second and laugh long. Okay as both are adult sure that's fine. I never talk anything nasty with kids. For sure. Professioncal teacher. Even gradulated from girls' college, suppose we are too crazy sometimes. heheehhehee
11:32 AM

Entry for January 22, 2007-diary from my old diary14
Monday, January 31, 2005
My second trip to ShenzhenLast weekend, I was in ShenZhen again. The first time I cross the border alone. Big progess!The trip was nice as good food, nice chat and have nice friends. hehehe.......I miss the hot spicy noodles already. Finally played 'GO' again. A chinese chess game with blach and white chesses. Sure is my Teacher won. =_=lll My friend teaches me to play it and I still not yet can win him. But I sure have that day. Muhahahahaha.........Just can't realise that played one game. That's for couple hours already. Sure in between we also talked about political and education stuffs. The only matter got a bit scared me, that's I really afraid my friend would fight with the taxi driver. Thanks god as they didn't. All because the taxi driver let me get on the taxi at a place suppose can't do that. (actaully all taxi do that) He stopped the car and let me got on. But then refuse to drive. Asked me to get off the car and walk to another place to get on again. Aren't that too stupid? If he really thinks he can't break the rule. He can just drive the taxi to another place and let me get on there. As I already know which taxi I have to get on. He just refused to drive and keep blaming my friend . And after many minutes arguing, he didn't tell us where he went, but leave us in taxi. People are around th car and watching what happen. Damn it. I never experience something like that. (that's why I don't like to take taxi alone, always feel insercuity. With friend also would happen this. IF no friends there, no idea what will happen then) Anyway, that driver went to get a cop to there but the cop also said he is wrong. Because if we turn to another road that's legal and not illegal. He just feel angry as the cop said he was wrong. So he argued with my friend a few minutes more and then left again. We got off the taxi as that totally waste our time. But my friend noticed that driver didn't get the car key. So he afraid if we left, the car would be stolen easily. So we end up wait that driver back with the leader of a group of taxi. However that guy said he is wrong also. Then he finally drove.In between the time in agrue and waiting, the money still count on the counter. So as we arrived, another argue start. About the fee. GOD..........I deadly afraid they would in fighting, Thanks god as didn't happen that. And the driver knew that's his fault actually. He shouldn't just leave us in car and he went to other place without telling us. If he does that to all customers, he can earn a lot more than he should.Anyway, no fighting and everything going well later. I still live. lol Not every driver is so trouble. hehehehe......When I back to Hong Kong, I got taxi alone to KCR Station. The frist time I took taxi there. And the taxi driver is really nice. There has traffic jam, he doesn't want me to waste money and time, so he told me to get off another place that also can go KCR station and tell details clearly. He is so nice. But be careful that is...........Why I would believe him. First, that's day time, second all the places there are full of poeple. Not somewhere no poeple go.
9:57 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Last day of School10Weeks pasted fast, I am underempoly again. That always happens. Work, No work. And no idea when will have next job...........Grrr.........Hey that. I should keep searching job ain this field or............move on. Maybe I should move on.......Just..........What then? sigh............
1:44 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Amazing MovieThe Phantom of the Opera! Finally I saw it. I love this novel and movie. Sure I would like to watch the Boardway Muscial also. That must be awesome if show it as Opera. The Phantom of the Opera had shown in Hong Kong. But that's in 1995 or 1996( I don't remember clearly). I had no money to see it but I read the novel and going to read the second time now. hehehehhe..........Some people think the movie is too slow / bored. I don't think so. The songs are cool. The scene production are great. Just Christine is not so pretty but nice voice. Two actors are good looking and good body shape but voice just okay. God is fair. heheheheThe opening and ending are the most impressive. Those songs we all llisten before if you know that opera. Music, Passion, Jealous, Love all in the opera. And in the opera still have 3 operas in. That's nice to see the rebacoco style hair style. Funny one.Anyway, I think this is a movie worth to see. Better than 'Birth' a lot. 'Birth' just a movie with much promotion. Nickole Kidman really tries hard to act well but the story is too weak. After I saw 7movies in Dec and Jan(up to now). I highly recomment to see 'Phantom of the Opera'. Ocean Twvle is okay. But 5*2 really made me a bit disappointed.
11:20 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
ExpectationI think I am not that optimism. I always afraid to have high expectation to something. No expectation means won't disappointed. That's always my philosophy.Head is hurt. That's silly to think too much. But no idea why keep thinking in this way.............
10:31 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
InsecurityI really have to figure out why I always in this damn insecurity feeling. I just want things go on stable. But that seems not really work out. No stable job is the main problem. As my job will end at the end of this month. The insecurity feeling bother me again now. Two weeks more only, then I have to leave. And after the job end that's Chinese New Year time. I HATE IT.When all the relatives ask 'What do you do? Still teach?' Where can I go? I don't want to face them and repeat the same answer again and again. Even that's not a shame. But I just don't like that. Anywhere I can hide in New Year? I have to start to think about that. Why we have to meet some people only show up once a year. No idea why is not. I have to find some place to hang out. Thinkinh..........
7:33 AM